Because of many investigations I've done, I feel strongly inclined to believe that a spirit realm does exist and that Christianity is the religion that most likely gets it right. I have easily watched thousands of testimonies at this point. I have even chatted with people who have had extraordinary supernatural experiences. The testimonial evidence in favor of the supernatural and Christianity is quite strong in my opinion. That's why I decided to label myself as Christian when I joined the site. That said, I'm still in the process of transitioning from an intellectual inclination to Christianity to an actual real life experience of it. That's why I said that I don't have a testimony. I have theoretical knowledge, but little to none actual experience. I cannot witness to somebody saying "Hey, I know this is true because I have personally lived it", instead, I can only say "Hey, let me share with you a document where I have summarized my investigations and conclusions so far". I have no problem sharing theory, but I can't testify about personal experiences when there are none.
Does what I'm saying make sense?
Hello again TruthSeek3r, yes, what you said makes sense (though it is a bit unusual). If I'm correctly understanding what you just said above, you are hoping to become a Christian by doing the things that Christians do, things that the Bible commands us to do, yes? If that's the case, then I'm afraid that you may have put the cart before the horse (so to speak), because Christians do what we do because we ~already are~ Christians, not to become Christians.
I'm guessing that this is also the reason that you do not have a testimony, because you have not experienced God and His salvation .. personally. If this is the case, then a testimony is not what you need right now, salvation is, and your testimony will follow, as a Christian's testimony is, first and foremost about his/her salvation (how/why you came to saving faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, as well what it has meant to you/what your life was like before, as a non-Christian, and how it's different now, as a believer).
Perhaps the place to start is here, do you understand why we need Jesus to save us, and what He saves us from (and to)? If you are interested in knowing that, do you also want to know 'how' you can be saved by God/how you can become a Christian?
May God bless you in your seeking of Him!!
--David
Romans 10
9 If you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved;
10 for with the heart man believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation.