Abba Yah please Breathe a Mighty and Holy Breath into this Body and raise us up in Yahshua ha Mashiach, that we may be Quickened in the Vine and bear much fruit. Amen.
I encourage you to continue to read the Bible, memorizing passages of it that inspire and/or comfort you.
Try to remember any verses that have stood out to you, even just fragments and then look in a concordance or even google the words. Then write the verses over and over until you have them memorized! It is said that writing something down even just once is as good as reading it eleven times!
John 15:1-4
"I am the true vine, and my Father is the husbandman. Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit. Now ye are clean through the word which I have spoken unto you. Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in me."
Ephesians 5
"…25 Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave Himself up for her 26
to sanctify her, cleansing her by the washing with water through the word,"
I see that you are in a relationship. It is very important that the words you two are speaking to each other are all about life and love for empowerment.
As far as our inner spiritual life, like trees, we sometimes go through periods of dormancy for whatever reason--maybe limited resources or harsh environment. Always pray though...no matter what, because He is there.
Yah bless you and shalom.
