- Nov 8, 2020
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Married
I feel so attacked I've been fighting for my love in my marriage for 9 months now. I lost it and I pray and ask God to lead me and teach me. To be the wife I need to be. I'm so afraid. I want to fully love my husband again. Its tearing me apart. Hes a wonderful. loving hard working man. He loves me so much. I hear of Gods healing and can restore this love. How? Why so long when I feel I'm holding on by a thread. We have an amazing 7 year old son. I dont want to tear this family apart. I couldnt ask for a better family. Please I need prayers, advice, testimonys. God has to be for my marriage I just dont understand. I never thought this could happen to me or us. I regret taking advantage of such a wonderful love. More then anything in this world I want it back. I ask for God to make me sick rather then this. My family is my world!