- Apr 14, 2020
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I'm trying to process the fact that I'm not sad, stressed, worried, hurt, and frustrated constantly anymore.
I must have gotten very used to feeling that way. I suppose it's not surprising, when that was my reality for years on end.
Things that used to make me feel depressed or downcast or melancholy...don't seem so dire anymore.
I'm not used to feeling happy about going home after work. I'm not used to looking forward to weekends.
It feels strange to be comfortable in my own home.
Strange and...good.
And I don't know how to feel about feeling that way.
I must have gotten very used to feeling that way. I suppose it's not surprising, when that was my reality for years on end.
Things that used to make me feel depressed or downcast or melancholy...don't seem so dire anymore.
I'm not used to feeling happy about going home after work. I'm not used to looking forward to weekends.
It feels strange to be comfortable in my own home.
Strange and...good.
And I don't know how to feel about feeling that way.