- Jul 21, 2015
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- UK-Liberal-Democrats
I'm doing so much better these days since I started my days close to God, praying for the Holy Spirit and spending time praying for others and being able to take the focus away from myself and my own problems, but I do struggle horribly. I'm so afraid of other people and the irrational, primitive, dark impulses I've seen in my own depths and have seen in others, I don't have any friends I can spend time with that I feel build me up to be a better man. Most of all I would wish for a Christian friend. I spend so much time alone, and it's says in the bible that this is not good for us, but I don't complain as long as I have a roof over my head now that it turn toward winter and as long as I have something to eat every day. Most of all I fear the signs of the time, and the fate many people seem to have in store, I can't see any other ending to the way we all live, then that millions, or billions, will have a horrible end. It's one thing to trust in God to be with me in the days now, it's another thing to really be able to find rest in the idea that everything will work out to be something good in the end.
I hope some of you might have something of wisdom to share, that you perhaps don't even realize that I dearly need. God bless you all that might use a moment of your time in prayer for me.
I hope some of you might have something of wisdom to share, that you perhaps don't even realize that I dearly need. God bless you all that might use a moment of your time in prayer for me.