- Aug 16, 2020
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- Single
I’m already 30 years old and am not even dating. I finally got a job and graduated college only last year. I live in San Francisco and it is hard to find Christian men my age. When I was trying online dating I got a lot of likes but not many from Christian men. Of the Christians that did message me most of them were already divorced and or had kids. I only met two Christian men in person from online dating, one said he didn’t believe in marriage and the other one wouldn’t go on a second date that didn’t involve staying overnight with him somewhere. There were a few Christian men that weren’t just interested in sex but the conversations just ended. I swear I didn’t say anything weird.
There was one cute guy that I messaged for several days but because I didn’t express immediate interest in moving to another state the conversation died. I couldn’t leave my job anytime soon I need at least two years of work experience before moving and I had literally just started working.
At this point I want to move to another state too. I’m pretty sure I’ll move to Minnesota because that is where my sister is. I heard that Indiana is a nice place but I want to be near family. My plan is to get five To seven years of experience working and then moving out of California with my brother. We just don’t fit in here.
But I’m frustrated because by then I’ll be almost 40. I’m not pretty now and I won’t be any better looking at 40. I gave up on online dating. I can’t even use christianmingle because someone else used my photo when I wasn’t even active on the website and got me banned. They won’t let me on unless I give them my drivers license but I don’t want that on the internet because of identity theft.
I don’t want to have kids either because I don’t want to pass on my disability and also because Everyday is a massive struggle for me even without kids. I’m not looking for someone right now and by the time I start looking after moving out of state no one will want me. I feel so frustrated.
There was one cute guy that I messaged for several days but because I didn’t express immediate interest in moving to another state the conversation died. I couldn’t leave my job anytime soon I need at least two years of work experience before moving and I had literally just started working.
At this point I want to move to another state too. I’m pretty sure I’ll move to Minnesota because that is where my sister is. I heard that Indiana is a nice place but I want to be near family. My plan is to get five To seven years of experience working and then moving out of California with my brother. We just don’t fit in here.
But I’m frustrated because by then I’ll be almost 40. I’m not pretty now and I won’t be any better looking at 40. I gave up on online dating. I can’t even use christianmingle because someone else used my photo when I wasn’t even active on the website and got me banned. They won’t let me on unless I give them my drivers license but I don’t want that on the internet because of identity theft.
I don’t want to have kids either because I don’t want to pass on my disability and also because Everyday is a massive struggle for me even without kids. I’m not looking for someone right now and by the time I start looking after moving out of state no one will want me. I feel so frustrated.