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I can't do this anymore

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Everywhere I look there's disgust and nasty expressions. People hate me. I'm not paranoid. It's actually happening.

How can I worship a God who created such a monstrous thing like me? I hate Him, but I hate who I am even more. Being positive and nice isn't enough. People don't like any part of me.

I don't want to live like this anymore. It's torture.
 

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What is it that you think people dont like about you?

Have you seen your doctor about this? If not, please go and have a chat. No need to be alone with this.

God loves you. Try and be strong and positive. Not easy i know, but, pray about it. Offer it up to God.

God bless and protect you.
 
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It's everything. All parts of me are bad, defective. I agree with those people who call me names. Most of them are true.


I have been to too many doctors, churches, counselors, therapists, friends, teachers......It's all the same conclusion: I'm the problem. If I just go away then no one would be bothered by me anymore.

What is it that you think people dont like about you?

Have you seen your doctor about this? If not, please go and have a chat. No need to be alone with this.

God loves you. Try and be strong and positive. Not easy i know, but, pray about it. Offer it up to God.

God bless and protect you.
 
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Ok, you need to calm down and relax my friend. Take a deep breath.

Breath in Jesus, exhale all bad thoughts etc. Trust in Jesus. You have to turn negative thoughts into positive ones.

Please go back to your doctor. Dont suffer this alone...

God bless you
 
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You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God and every minute particle of your being is loved by Him with a perfect love.
You are no accident. Every single hair on your head is numbered by God. You are part of His amazing handiwork and He loves what He has made. That includes you.
God loves you and so do we.
 
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You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God and every minute particle of your being is loved by Him with a perfect love.
You are no accident. Every single hair on your head is numbered by God. You are part of His amazing handiwork and He loves what He has made. That includes you.
God loves you and so do we.

Why would you say that? You don't know me. I am not of God. He is not with me. I attract what am: wickedness
 
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Sometimes people think they’re bad if they’ve been mistreated . They falsely think they deserve this mistreatment and will act in a way that gets others to harm them. I advised you before to seek therapy . Not all therapists “ get” their clients. Please keep trying another one until you find one that clicks
 
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Sometimes people think they’re bad if they’ve been mistreated . They falsely think they deserve this mistreatment and will act in a way that gets others to harm them. I advised you before to seek therapy . Not all therapists “ get” their clients. Please keep trying another one until you find one that clicks

I've seen 11. How many more therapists do I have to see? Each one hated me. God spoke truth about me to them, and I could tell when they no longer could tolerate me.
 
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Everywhere I look there's disgust and nasty expressions. People hate me. I'm not paranoid. It's actually happening.

How can I worship a God who created such a monstrous thing like me? I hate Him, but I hate who I am even more. Being positive and nice isn't enough. People don't like any part of me.

I don't want to live like this anymore. It's torture.
One time I was meditating on how much evil theres in the world, I mean, its very easy to see. Then I heard a whisper say, "You believe in evil, yet you don't believe in good". I've been focusing in finding the good ever since.
 
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Why would you say that? You don't know me. I am not of God. He is not with me. I attract what am: wickedness
We have already read the gospels from cover to cover and know very well that Jesus loves and embraces all people - and that includes you. You do not have to be on the outside looking in. The door is open and there is a place at the table for you.
 
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Everywhere I look there's disgust and nasty expressions. People hate me. I'm not paranoid. It's actually happening.

How can I worship a God who created such a monstrous thing like me? I hate Him, but I hate who I am even more. Being positive and nice isn't enough. People don't like any part of me.

I don't want to live like this anymore. It's torture.
People are judging. We all learn that their opinions don’t matter. At the end of the day how you feel about yourself is what matters. You are a masterpiece of Elohim, and you are beautiful in your uniqueness.
 
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Why would you say that? You don't know me. I am not of God. He is not with me. I attract what am: wickedness

He doesn't need to know you, he knows God. He knows how God is.
You are made in the image of the Creator. You are important enough to Him that He sent His Son to pay your sin debt to Him.
If you will but reach out to God, talk to Him like you talk to a friend, admit that you are a sinner (you were born that way, just like me), that you can't fix the problem, and ask Him to fix the problem (a sinner) for you through Jesus. You must do this without a personal agenda (no get out of hell free card) and trust that God will keep His promise to us. This is called faith. The start reading the Bible. Start at the beginning and take your time. Just a verse or chapter each day. God wants you and there is nothing about you that He doesn't even know already.
Sometimes when things get 'dicey' around us we want His assurance that He is still there. Nothing wrong with asking Him at times, You are there, right? You got this, right?
When you belong to Him, He has you. Just trust Him to always keep His promises. John 3:16.

Come as a child, with no agenda.
 
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I want to be a true Christian. If I die, I don't want to go to Hell. I don't know how to do it.
Lord we want to lift up brandynicole to You. Lord please fill her with Your holy presence. Lord help her to see herself as You see her. Holy Father please protect her from the enemy, who sows discord. Please help her in Jesus's holy name. Amen.
 
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