Looking at your list, just about everyone on that list seems to have really belonged to the devil at some stage. So they probably needed a strong response by God to turn them to Him, and keep them there.
I don't know what you personal background is, apart from the fact you're studying a heavy load. Hopefully you haven't wallowed in the sort of stuff these people have. It may make for a powerful witness but at the same time I also bet they've done things they regret, including badly hurting other people, some of which damage they may not be able to undo.
TruthSeekr3 - Response "That's true of a lot of testimonies in the list, but not all. Some people have had powerful testimonies even though they were not involved in the occult or similar stuff:".
I've had my own experiences, but I find that living as a Christian has more effect than just having "experiences" of God. The fruit of the Spirit is not supernatural experiences, but "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control." Develop those things, and you'll start to leave a legacy worth following.
I can tell you that in every case when I had what I regard as a bonafide experience of God or an angel, it always took me by surprise. Nor was I asking for such an experience. They just came, when and where God decided to make a move.
What's your motive for wanting an "experience" of God? Simply to say "been there, done that?"
TruthSeekr3 - Response "Nope. My goal is to know first hand the truth, and to live the rest of my life according to the truth.".
You already have the truth, namely Christ crucified. Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ will come again. He sent the Holy Spirit, and He expects us to develop the fruits of the spirit as I said before. If He decides to make Himself known to you in some more direct fashion, that's up to Him. He'll choose the time and place, and you might be waiting for a while. Moses was stuck in the backside of the desert for 40 years, to all intents and purposes a washed-up has been. But God hadn't finished - Moses had to WAIT, and wait, and wait...
If I were you, I'd put the whole thing on the back burner for the time being, and give it a break.
TruthSeekr3 - Response "Why?"
For a couple of reasons - God's more interested in developing your character than in giving you supernatural experiences. Secondly if you keep going like this, seeking some sort of supernatural conviction above all else, you could be setting yourself up for demonic counterfeits,
and believe me, they can be convincing. All they'll do is turn you away from God, possibly forever, as they'll set you up for one big disappointment, which could destroy your faith.
Meantime just get on with what you should be doing, and that is being a Christian day to day. If you do that, you may just find that you have an experience of God, but if my experience is any guide, it will be right when you don't expect it. And it won't recur on demand either. Your "blessed experience" may then by followed by years of seeming silence.
He's in charge, not you. It will be on His timetable, not yours. And He won't be manipulated, which in a sense is what you're trying to do.
You may well get your "experience", but in the meantime do those things He expects you to do first. How you treat other people will count for a lot when it's all said and done.
TruthSeekr3 Response "So are you saying the apostles and disciples in the upper room were manipulating God?"
The disciples had been given a specific command by Jesus Himself, which was for them and them only, following His resurrection and prior to His ascension, namely Luke 24:49 NIV "I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high."
Pentecost was a unique event, since it signaled the beginning of the entire Church, and every other bonafide experience of the Holy Spirit since then has been a pale imitation of that. Sure there are outstanding cases such as that experienced by Blaise Pascal, but he was a man who had devoted his entire life to serving God
and other people.
While I admit that Covid 19 makes practical ministry somewhat difficult at the moment, I think you need to get into some sort of consistent service to others, rather than trying to have an exhilarating experience of the Spirit. Once again, God's in charge, and He will decide if and when you'll have some sort of supernatural experience. You'll only be wasting your time to convince Him otherwise.
I also think you that if you keep going in this fashion, you could be setting yourself up for a demonic illusion, which could destroy your faith.
JESUS is real. I give you this.. WHERE do you think that desire came from? YEAH your Father! And we walk by faith. Not by how we feel hear or see. If HE said it.. then just believe. One thing I never do.. seek after a gift. Oh I pray about it.. but I don't seek after it. See its as HE leads as HE moves. He uses us. Let HIM lead and guide. And I never seek after experiences. YES they are wonderful. But.. Hes not going to do the same thing in your life. Its something He wants between you and Him. 
