Since about 15 years ago, I did not have anyone I would call a friend. There was no one I could joke around with, or talk to about things that interest me.
Today, I was thinking really hard today I was feeling no joy in life. I think the reason is because I am alone and have nobody to talk to. I think it would not even matter who I talk to. It would probably not even need to be someone I am close with. I would really like to talk with someone about something. It would not even matter whether it is in person or on the Internet.
I have three pen pals I got to know over an Internet pen pal search site. We exchange messages with each other every few days. But for some reason I don't enjoy the communication that much. I think it is because I am afraid that at some point we won't have anything to talk to each other anymore. I am constantly afraid.
I wonder if you would have any advice for me. Where could I talk to people? Should I look for more pen pals? Should I look for an Internet forum where I can discuss things?
Today, I was thinking really hard today I was feeling no joy in life. I think the reason is because I am alone and have nobody to talk to. I think it would not even matter who I talk to. It would probably not even need to be someone I am close with. I would really like to talk with someone about something. It would not even matter whether it is in person or on the Internet.
I have three pen pals I got to know over an Internet pen pal search site. We exchange messages with each other every few days. But for some reason I don't enjoy the communication that much. I think it is because I am afraid that at some point we won't have anything to talk to each other anymore. I am constantly afraid.
I wonder if you would have any advice for me. Where could I talk to people? Should I look for more pen pals? Should I look for an Internet forum where I can discuss things?