Guys and Gals I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and done the unpardonable sin in a hallucation of the Yellow Cross Satan tricked my brain I thought it was Jesus he says he was tempting me but I was trapped you see frozen since it was a hallucation meaning I had no control over my body and now Satan says he is in my brain but I didn't speak against the Holy Spirit except a couple times when I was told by Satan that I was the Antichrist now he tells me I'm a false prophet but I didn't speak against the Holy Spirit. I am so scared that I won't be forgiven for the hallucation being the unpardonable sin against the Holy Spirit since Satan tricked my brain. Can Jesus forgive me of blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and the hallucation. I don't want to be a false prophet but I see the Mark that I unwillingly took in a hallucation can I be forgiven of my mental illness can Jesus kick Satan out of my brain. I am so heartbroken I would never intention blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I love the Holy Spirit Jesus and God I wanted to be a pastor but in the shower a yellow cross appeared and it followed me to the door and I bowed thinking it was Jesus and I was hallucation the matter. I am so scared that I am the false prophet but I love the Holy Spirit Jesus and God. Please help me I am scared I am going to hell and that I have the Mark Of the Beast does God know I didn't mean to can Jesus forgive me of the sin in the hallucation. I didn't know that I was scitzephrenic and I didn't know you blasphemed the Holy Spirit in a hallucation that tricked my mind my parents don't think I have mark but it feels so real and I think I am giving everyone the mark. Everyone tells me I have Jesus I thought he would protect me and that he would never leave or forsake. Would God allow Satan to send a supernatural temptation my way but it was a hallucation which isn't a fair temptation it wasn't level playing ground since I am mentally ill. I thought God would protect and defend me I had such peace with God and I miss it so bad. I keep praying to Jesus God Holy Spirit know awnser told by Satan unpardonable sin in my brain 666 on me can't be forgiven but I didn't willing take the Mark I hallucinated it I saw a blue light that said I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and red light that said mark of the Beast incoming if I have the Mark can I get forgiven I love Jesus God Holy Spirit I am scared
First off, it sounds like you have been effectively deceived by a bunch of "lies" to me...
Not everything we hear, see ourselves as being, and/or identify with, and/or relate to, etc, is the truth, in fact a lot of it is just plain flat out lies much of the time... I don't think you blasphemed the Holy Spirit, and don't think you even could have even yet, etc, and I don't think you have taken the mark of the beast either, and I think you have been fed and/or deceived by a bunch of lies in that or those areas, etc...
You have to be strong, and be able to discern the truth from the lies, and shoot down the lies in your conscience and your mind immediately if possible or as soon as possible, etc...
You need to know the truth to do that effectively though, and what God, and Jesus says about us in His Word, or the Word of God is the truth, so get to know it/that and "use it", OK...? "Use it" to shoot down all the lies, etc, in your mind and in your conscience as quickly as you can or at their onset, OK...?
This takes time and practice and experience, and that may be the very fact that this is going on with you and/or happening to you, etc...
And "pray" for this or these things continually and regularly, K...? Or for help with this or these things and/or knowing them, OK...?
I deal with the same attacks from the enemy and upon my mind, and this is what I have been learning and still am in the process of learning how do, K, so your not alone, etc, K...?
You can't be so impressionable and just believe or buy into just anything, OK, if you know that is not the truth about you, then do not in any way accept it and shoot it down or reject it as soon as possible or at its/their onset, K...?
"Why" your having to deal with this I suspect is because God's got a much higher purpose and destiny for you in mind that might be very much more different from most people's destinies or most normal destinies , etc, I suspect anyway, etc...
But your going to have to "learn", etc, OK...? And do all that I have been saying and just told you all of the time if you have to, etc, OK...? In your mind, heart, will, conscience, and emotions, K...? Know the truth from the lies and use that discernment in the way I just told you, K...? And know the truth about yourself (from God's word preferably) and shoot down the lies as quickly as you can, or as soon as you possibly can, or at their onset, K...?
You have believed a lot of lies, "a lot" of lies, etc, and your going to have to dispel all those lies also, K...? and also shoot down all the "new ones" at their onset, K...?
You need to know the "truth" to do that, etc... So get to know it (the/that truth) (about yourself, etc) and "stand" on it, K...?
Anyway, feel free to PM me anytime if you want to, K...?
I suspect we both deal with the same thing, so PM me anytime you like K...?
I'm going to be praying for you also, K...?
God Bless!
