Hello... i sinned a lot after i left God for a guy, including having played God, misrepresented God, misused His word and accidentally turning His people away from Him, causing them to rebel and accidentally misleading them down the path of destruction ><
ive been punished, and almost died, and ive been learning my lesson.
but one very disturbing thing is that i have been seeing my familys birthdates associated with the number 4 and other bad signs >< frantically i have asked God a number of times to not destroy my family, but i have seen the word ‘no’, and ‘learn’. i then asked God again and He told me to apologize to the girl involved (that i had misrepresented God to in the past and turned away from God). it seems that unless i do this, God would destroy my family >< to make me learn.
that He would only not destroy if i apologized to the girl :/
does this sound like God?
ive been punished, and almost died, and ive been learning my lesson.
but one very disturbing thing is that i have been seeing my familys birthdates associated with the number 4 and other bad signs >< frantically i have asked God a number of times to not destroy my family, but i have seen the word ‘no’, and ‘learn’. i then asked God again and He told me to apologize to the girl involved (that i had misrepresented God to in the past and turned away from God). it seems that unless i do this, God would destroy my family >< to make me learn.
that He would only not destroy if i apologized to the girl :/
does this sound like God?