I pray to the Generic God who is different than Christian God due to ocd.
Yesterday, ocd was telling me to eat another sandwich that I did not want to. I think some thoughts without my will happened about it. I do not remember.
Some time later, ocd was giving me worries like OCD: Do not eat a sandwich from that specific beard, cheese and ham because you may have made a promise to the Generic God not to eat. You may have made a fast promise without your will in order to force yourself out of the ocd compulsion. o do you remember what your thoughts without your will were exactly? no. are you sure ythey were thoughts without your will?
I was ready to throw away the bread, cheese abd ham and I bought new ones from the super market just for this case. But ocd started giving me again worries like
OCD: More than a year ago, some thoughts may have happened to your head. perhaps you were saying and praying to Christian God and you maybe made a promise with your will that you wont throw away food. and maybe you asked a punishment in case you throw food away. what if you throw away the food now? what if the Generic God accepted your promise that was made to Christian God? what if He punishes you with your ocd fear? Better not throw away your food.
And then another ocd is like OCD2: Throw away your food. because maybe the thoughts that happened without your will about it are more worrying than keeping that food. maybe you made a choice to throw away your food so maybe that makes one of the thoughts without your will to be valid just because it looks like that maybe you have madea choice of this whole story.
What should I do? Ocd 1 is telling me to throw away my food and ocd 2 is telling me to keep the food.
Yesterday, ocd was telling me to eat another sandwich that I did not want to. I think some thoughts without my will happened about it. I do not remember.
Some time later, ocd was giving me worries like OCD: Do not eat a sandwich from that specific beard, cheese and ham because you may have made a promise to the Generic God not to eat. You may have made a fast promise without your will in order to force yourself out of the ocd compulsion. o do you remember what your thoughts without your will were exactly? no. are you sure ythey were thoughts without your will?
I was ready to throw away the bread, cheese abd ham and I bought new ones from the super market just for this case. But ocd started giving me again worries like
OCD: More than a year ago, some thoughts may have happened to your head. perhaps you were saying and praying to Christian God and you maybe made a promise with your will that you wont throw away food. and maybe you asked a punishment in case you throw food away. what if you throw away the food now? what if the Generic God accepted your promise that was made to Christian God? what if He punishes you with your ocd fear? Better not throw away your food.
And then another ocd is like OCD2: Throw away your food. because maybe the thoughts that happened without your will about it are more worrying than keeping that food. maybe you made a choice to throw away your food so maybe that makes one of the thoughts without your will to be valid just because it looks like that maybe you have madea choice of this whole story.
What should I do? Ocd 1 is telling me to throw away my food and ocd 2 is telling me to keep the food.