- Apr 25, 2019
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Hey guys, I haven't posted on here awhile, but something's come up that's caused me some distress. So I was reading the Bible and stuff and came upon the verses where Joseph and Mary left Jesus behind in the temple or whatever. For some reason, reading it made me think that Jesus didn't honor His mother and father in that moment (it kinda sounded that way) and it made me start to doubt a little I think, because if Jesus sinned in that moment, everything we know about about Him is false. Anyway, I looked the verses up to see if I could find something to explain it. In so doing, I stumbled upon an article explaining a whole other set of verses that made it look kind of like Jesus lied, and reading that made me doubt even more, and now I have this thought in my head that Jesus sinned, and it feels like I'm starting to believe it or already believe it. I try to fight and get rid of the thought, but it doesn't work. I can't get thr thought of Jesus sinning out of my head. While ruminating this around in my head, several times I said out loud and thought "Jesus did sin" and I didn't even react. I don't know if I knew what I was saying, or if I was really convinced that Jesus did sin, but it took me a while before I realized what I said and I immediately became concerned. I'm still worried that deep down I believe that Jesus sinned. I keep trying to tell myself that Jesus didn't sin, but I keep having the urge to say that Jesus did sin, and as I've said it's actually come out of my mouth a few times. This is so weird. I'm worried that I actually believe that Jesus sinned. Even after looking up articles and stuff that proved that Jesus didn't sin, it's like my mind won't accept them and continues to doubt/believe that Jesus sinned. This makes no sense. I don't know if this is OCD or not, but it feels really real and won't go away. It feels like deep down I really believe this, even though I've tried convincing myself the opposite. I don't know what to do.