Hi everyone, I’m here with a really serious question that I’d like the answer to, it is been bothering me for YEARS, and I still don’t have the answer, and I think it is really starting to kill and eat me. Sometimes I feel like it’s so hard to keep going. That’s how serious it is. I’ve also had countless mental breakdowns because of this.
While I do not want to specifically tell you what my problem is (please understand) but I want to ask, why doesn’t God give you what you want so dearly? And I mean wholeheartedly. You have always wanted it so bad, and you see no harm from getting what you want. But God will NOT let it happen. It is the closest thing to being impossible, he just will not. And I think because of God not letting it happen, I have already missed some of the most precious moments that I’ll never get back. And no one else on this earth seems to have this same struggle as me, and I do not see any hope at all. I just. Want. To. Know. Why.
My mother always told me, your prayers/wishes do come true. If it hasn’t, then it means you’re not sincere enough about it. But I don’t think I can be more sincere, in fact, I don’t even think I can even keep going and take it anymore.
And please don’t tell me it’s because God doesn’t think it’s good for me, I KNOW it is. And I can feel it deep in my heart and bones, that it’s meant to happen. But it still hasn’t, I’ve even seen signs from God that it will happen, but it’s been 8 YEARS, IT STILL HAS NOT HAPPENED. NOT A SINGLE THING HAS CHANGED.
Even another fellow believer told me if the Lord thinks it’s meant to be, he will let it happen.
Please help me out you guys, I need some comfort and closure, and I need the strength to keep going. But I need an answer. I need it. I have prayed and prayed.
And it’s not just some minor things that you can work towards, this is something that you NEED and rely from the divine powers of God. And that’s why it’s KILLING me. Because only he can help me with it and he just won’t.
While I do not want to specifically tell you what my problem is (please understand) but I want to ask, why doesn’t God give you what you want so dearly? And I mean wholeheartedly. You have always wanted it so bad, and you see no harm from getting what you want. But God will NOT let it happen. It is the closest thing to being impossible, he just will not. And I think because of God not letting it happen, I have already missed some of the most precious moments that I’ll never get back. And no one else on this earth seems to have this same struggle as me, and I do not see any hope at all. I just. Want. To. Know. Why.
My mother always told me, your prayers/wishes do come true. If it hasn’t, then it means you’re not sincere enough about it. But I don’t think I can be more sincere, in fact, I don’t even think I can even keep going and take it anymore.
And please don’t tell me it’s because God doesn’t think it’s good for me, I KNOW it is. And I can feel it deep in my heart and bones, that it’s meant to happen. But it still hasn’t, I’ve even seen signs from God that it will happen, but it’s been 8 YEARS, IT STILL HAS NOT HAPPENED. NOT A SINGLE THING HAS CHANGED.
Even another fellow believer told me if the Lord thinks it’s meant to be, he will let it happen.
Please help me out you guys, I need some comfort and closure, and I need the strength to keep going. But I need an answer. I need it. I have prayed and prayed.
And it’s not just some minor things that you can work towards, this is something that you NEED and rely from the divine powers of God. And that’s why it’s KILLING me. Because only he can help me with it and he just won’t.