- Jul 14, 2019
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- Single
I have looked back too many times!
I don't think God listens to my prayers anymore.........(which is worrying).
I have sinned too many times - even God has his limits.
Hebrews makes it clear about the misuse of Jesus' blood.
Fact is this:
That can not enter into heaven: IMPOSSIBLE!
I have stated many times Jesus is the only way - but truth is I have misused that privilege.
I can only hope that God has mercy on my soul.
Cos I am truly beyond hope and help.
Why?
I give up easily.....
But my heart is filled with: anger, rage, bitterness and everything else.
I have asked so many times for God to eradicate these feelings cos I know once they are eradicated I am a free man!
Even now in prayer I say *GOD I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ARE LISTENING OR NOT* how I start my prayers now.
Fact is I have turned around to foolishness too many times after claiming Christ.
I don't think God listens to my prayers anymore.........(which is worrying).
I have sinned too many times - even God has his limits.
Hebrews makes it clear about the misuse of Jesus' blood.
Fact is this:
- I am a liar
- I am a thief
- I am a fornicator
- I have commit lust in my heart
- (I don't use God's name in vain however though maybe I have in past most likely....)
That can not enter into heaven: IMPOSSIBLE!
I have stated many times Jesus is the only way - but truth is I have misused that privilege.
I can only hope that God has mercy on my soul.
Cos I am truly beyond hope and help.
Why?
I give up easily.....
But my heart is filled with: anger, rage, bitterness and everything else.
I have asked so many times for God to eradicate these feelings cos I know once they are eradicated I am a free man!
Even now in prayer I say *GOD I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ARE LISTENING OR NOT* how I start my prayers now.
Fact is I have turned around to foolishness too many times after claiming Christ.