I mean that you are different now, ... as a new creation, with a new heart, indwelt by the Holy Spirit. It would be hard for you to see life as one who isn't of God. But there are those who haven't chosen the things of God.
I wonder why you suppose that, having freewill, we would choose for sin every time. I would agree that we cannot live up to high call of God on our own (Romans 3:23), but I don't think that the Biblical record supports that all of us .... are all-consumed by sin.
Otherwise, how do we account for biblical Abel, or Seth ? Also Enoch, Noah, Job, Joseph, Moses, Joshua, Ruth, Esther, Hezekiah, Josiah, David, Nehemiah, Hannah, Samuel, etc. ?
All of these lived prior to the fulfillment of God's plan to save us.
How did these manage to live lives which were not consumed by sin (i.e. depraved) ?
What does Jesus mean when He teaches to Nicodemus ...
John 3
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
18 He that believes on him is not condemned: but he that believes not is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.
20 For every one that does evil hates the light, neither comes to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.
21 But he that does truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.
Who are "they who do the truth" ?