You refer to Philippians 2 and yet reject all He Himself had to say about Himself... Sad...
He never could have done His own will as the number one "Son of God" second member of the trinune Godhead, that possibility never even existed...
He came to do the will of His Father and He never could have ever chose not to do that ever, or ever done otherwise, ever, that possibility does not exist and never existed, ever...
He Himself also said that His Father was greater than He was, yet He was "one" with His/The Father, was present in the beginning, was a co-creator in creating all things, were made through Him and by Him, all that, the only image or likeness we will ever see of the Father manifested, ever, but still the Son of God and not as great as His Father, He Himself said so...
I'm sorry Grip, but I have given you a lot, A LOT, and what is being displayed by you now is just plain pure stubborness and rebelliousness at this point, and it is against the Father God Himself...
Insisting on your own will, fighting for your own will, ect...
I got to go for now, be back later...
God Bless!