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I am hanging around true believers and it is easy to socialize with them, talk up conversations etc. However being around non believers including my family is hard as they are not always nice, love to hold grudges and sometimes swear. Around non believers the swearing is much worse which is why I avoid them.
Example around that dumb "Alpha" course which I dropped after two weeks I could not stand around the non-believer using the F-word which I left almost suicidal thanks to God he picked me up before the KO from the enemy.
Now around the various Christian prayer and life groups "I am in five of them" I can talk with believers like I did during yesterday prayer group talking more easily than with my non believer family. So I am struggling with praying about this and the fact because of the non-believer issues I can't work around them or attend any type of education program.
Also forgot to post both my medical and regular therapist don't count as they are both Christians which I found out later why I am able to talk to them easy. However my last therapist was far from it and I even told him when he sometimes swear. I even stormed out of the room when he said the F-word but thanks to God's grace even back then when I was not close to him I ended up getting the right therapist worked out at the end.
Example around that dumb "Alpha" course which I dropped after two weeks I could not stand around the non-believer using the F-word which I left almost suicidal thanks to God he picked me up before the KO from the enemy.
Now around the various Christian prayer and life groups "I am in five of them" I can talk with believers like I did during yesterday prayer group talking more easily than with my non believer family. So I am struggling with praying about this and the fact because of the non-believer issues I can't work around them or attend any type of education program.
Also forgot to post both my medical and regular therapist don't count as they are both Christians which I found out later why I am able to talk to them easy. However my last therapist was far from it and I even told him when he sometimes swear. I even stormed out of the room when he said the F-word but thanks to God's grace even back then when I was not close to him I ended up getting the right therapist worked out at the end.
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