recently 20 minutes ago i felt a need to talk about the lord and am feeling it right now and its wanting to make me cry so bad.
it made me feel awesome in side i recently got with god and my life has been getting much better and randomly i said out loud that i am saved is this a sign that i am in good stands with the lord?
Yes, that's a really good sign most likely.
Way back before bibles were available, churches used (and many still do) a recited creed, to help summarize what we believe in. It's still useful as a way to confess our faith.
To confess (say) with our mouths that we believe in Jesus Christ.
Very much you can and need to listen to the words of Christ (in the gospels). Here's a link:
Matthew 3 NIV
(or you can start at chapter 1)
Here's the Apostles' Creed we recite occasionally:
I believe in God, the Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.
I believe in Jesus Christ, God's only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
he ascended into heaven,
he is seated at the right hand of the Father,
and he will come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. Amen.
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'catholic' means universal: all believers in Christ
'communion of saints' recognizes those passed on in Christ are together with us the Body of Christ, one with us.