Hi guys!
Really excited to be posting this.
After so long of actively trying to find ways to deny the existence of God, I felt an urge to get to know Jesus. I have been reading about Christianity, being Born Again, and reading the gospel.
I prayed to God to give me faith, and help me to find Him. To please show himself to me that I may believe in Him. I told him that if he was real, please do whatever it takes to get me to believe in Him.
Tonight after a couple nights of chatting with followers of christ and meditating, reading the bible and praying, tonight I had an overwhelming experience. I was in the forest meditating and listening to a recording of the book of John, and I just became flooded with an overwhelming feeling of warmth and love. I heard my heart saying "its real! its real!" and I felt like i could cry.
I quickly heard a voice in me saying "dont be silly. of course its not real" I then went home, and I few hours later I was doing some reading about the evidence towards Jesus being the son of God, and I again had an overwhelming sense that No! it is real! and I feel so happy and at peace and full of Love.
I decided that after a while of putting it off, tonight i will finally turn to God, open my heart to him, and give him control of my life. I feel so blessed and excited to start my new path.
Really excited to be posting this.
After so long of actively trying to find ways to deny the existence of God, I felt an urge to get to know Jesus. I have been reading about Christianity, being Born Again, and reading the gospel.
I prayed to God to give me faith, and help me to find Him. To please show himself to me that I may believe in Him. I told him that if he was real, please do whatever it takes to get me to believe in Him.
Tonight after a couple nights of chatting with followers of christ and meditating, reading the bible and praying, tonight I had an overwhelming experience. I was in the forest meditating and listening to a recording of the book of John, and I just became flooded with an overwhelming feeling of warmth and love. I heard my heart saying "its real! its real!" and I felt like i could cry.
I quickly heard a voice in me saying "dont be silly. of course its not real" I then went home, and I few hours later I was doing some reading about the evidence towards Jesus being the son of God, and I again had an overwhelming sense that No! it is real! and I feel so happy and at peace and full of Love.
I decided that after a while of putting it off, tonight i will finally turn to God, open my heart to him, and give him control of my life. I feel so blessed and excited to start my new path.