Is it Normal to be Depressed and Unhappy in the Christian Walk?

[Invalidusername]

Okay so I had the similar experience as you did when I got saved in 2009. "God wants me to stop X and X? That's not fair!"

Well I made the dumbest decision in my whole life and I ignored my convictions and went ahead and fulfilled my lusts in my flesh. It started off with small stuff but continued to the bigger stuff. By 2012 I was starting to fall into some sins again and by 2016 I was in some full blown sins. Now I have reaped what I have sown. I sowed to the flesh and I reaped corruption. I regret it every bit and if I could take back those years I would change every single thing that I did.

You have a chance to not do what I did and experience true joy. Right now it seems like a drag but 10 years from now on you will be happy that you made the right decisions and forsaken the flesh. Good luck with your efforts.

 

[PaulCyp1]

Depression is never "normal", but it is a well understood condition that can affect anyone, regardless of religion, age, occupation, intelligence, or any other factor. It can be treated. See a professional who specializes in such problems.

 

[Celticroots]

Depression is not a sign of some spiritual affliction. It is an illness caused by an imbalance of brain chemicals.

If you are still feeling this way after two weeks please see a mental health professional.

 

[notreligus]

Hi, I just want to know if there is something wrong with me spiritually and what I should do, or if this is a normal thing. I've been a Christian for two years now, but I have noticed the last year or so, I've forgotten what the feeling of happiness feels like and I've just been very depressed. When I first found Jesus, I was very happy and I've never been happier in my life... That was in 2017 when I first got saved, everything went well. But then in 2018 I started getting depressed and unhappy when I started to take my walk with God more serious. I feel like I'm not enjoying life as much as I once did. For example, I used to enjoy making music but it was secular music and it was a way to release my creative energy. But then I realized after I was saved I should use my musical talents for the Lord, and what makes me sad is I'm not able to and I have a hard time making gospel music. It depresses me I can't make secular music anymore as that's what I'm good at (about life, love, relationships, and other secular topics). I would love to write gospel songs that glorify Jesus but I am bad at it and have not ideas so now I can't even make music which I really love.

Next, I can't really do fun things anymore that I used to like. God has convicted me to stay away from certain things and people so no more going to the club and all that. I can't be interested in things that aren't of God like I liked watching different YouTube videos, movies, TV Shows, and I can't do that anymore either. Life just feels... boring and not as fulfilling. You can yell at me all you want for saying this but I'm speaking straight from the heart in how I feel and I'm honest with you. God should be enough, he is the most high, but why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel like something is missing and this constant emptiness and consistent feeling of depression and unhappiness?

Is this normal and healthy? Like the bible says to forsake your flesh and pick up your cross, so maybe you won't be as happy as you once was when you were of the world? Maybe this is the price we have to pay and a normal thing in order to get eternal life? Don't get me wrong, I would never want my old life back because God was absent and that's the worst. I just wish I had the old happiness back. I know scripture says we should have joy in God alone, and not focus on our feelings. But is this normal and common what I'm feeling or is something wrong? I should also note another struggle I face is anxiety, social anxiety, OCD, and I am on the autism spectrum. I deal with a lot, but I always thought having God in my life would make it easier to deal with but it just feels even more hard now for these things... It just feels like ever since I became a Christian life got tougher, my struggles got more difficult to deal with, and I've become a lot less happy. Is this normal or is something wrong and if so what do I do, where do I go from here to get that happiness I had swhen I first got saved, the feeling of "the first love" back? I was praying hard and I was obeying God as best I could but I still have that burden, I don't know if it's a healthy burden of picking up and carrying the cross or not.

I, too, am a musician. I've spent many years performing secular music. I've spent quite a few years performing Christian music. I believe the ability to be a musician is a gift from God. I am thankful for the ability to play and to sing. I have written music but I am so critical of myself and what I write that I rarely let others hear it. I know that this sounds contradictory and it is. I'm thankful for what God gives me, yet I'm reluctant share it with others.

I just joined another Christian band. By "another" I mean that it's not my first one. I used to play in one years ago that performed all original tunes. Already I find that I am having to take the lead and take care of the gear and make sure everyone has lyric sheets, and so forth. I'm quickly learning why they've had a bit of member turnover in the band. The drummer is a pastor and the bass player plays only from notation - can't play anything spontaneously or by ear. Christian bands or secular bands - both have human beings as members, and I can tell you from lots of personal experience that a Christian band is not necessary problem-free, even with prayer before and after practice. I read this quote yesterday: "The people you know who are normal are the ones you've not gotten to know too well."

If your life seems perfect then you're probably not out and about and mixing with other human beings. We're all sinners, but Christians are saved by Grace through the finished work of Christ on the cross. His work was finished but, in our case, the potter is still molding the clay and we're often not that cooperative. Satan is real and he will try to speak defeat to you. The closer you desire to be with the Lord the more he would like to separate you from Him. Rebuke the devil and he has to go. He is the one who has been defeated. The Holy Spirit (the third Person of the Trinity) has been sent to lead you and to comfort you. You were filled with His love when you were saved. I've heard some say that Christians are leaky vessels and need regular infilling by the Holy Spirit.

Listen to good Christian music written by solid Christians with solid messages that are not written like endless loops. I would recommend some long-established Christian musicians/writers to you: Mark Heard, Bob Bennett, Phil Keaggy, Rich Mullins, Keith Green, Petra, Matt Redman, Chris Tomlin, Switchfoot, Jeremy Camp, Third Day, Larry Norman, Randy Stonehill, Kerry Livgren, David Crowder, Lifehouse, Mr. Mister (Go On...album), Todd Agnew, Big Daddy Weave, Mercy Me, Neil Morse, Bebo Norman, and many others I could mention. As you listen you might find yourself to be inspired to write something to and for the Lord which will bless others. I could better practice what I'm preaching but reach out to others. When you're locked up (spiritual constipation) you need to remember that there are others who need to hear from you who might look just great on the outside, but internally they may be having their own issues. Prayer and Praise are your best remedies for depression. You are not forsaken and the time we spend here on this Earth is nothing compared to Eternity. We are in this world but not of it. Our citizenship now lies in Heaven as we are joint heirs with Christ Jesus.

 

[Rescued One]

DM25, I'm thinking of you today and praying that you're feeling encouraged. I hope your classes are going well.

 

[timothyu]

DM25 has two choices music wise. Write music that preaches to the choir or write God based messages to the masses in their own language about separating the ways of the Kingdom from those of the world of man. Without artistic expression no man will be happy.

Matthew 5:46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? 47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?

 

[lsume]

Hi, I just want to know if there is something wrong with me spiritually and what I should do, or if this is a normal thing. I've been a Christian for two years now, but I have noticed the last year or so, I've forgotten what the feeling of happiness feels like and I've just been very depressed. When I first found Jesus, I was very happy and I've never been happier in my life... That was in 2017 when I first got saved, everything went well. But then in 2018 I started getting depressed and unhappy when I started to take my walk with God more serious. I feel like I'm not enjoying life as much as I once did. For example, I used to enjoy making music but it was secular music and it was a way to release my creative energy. But then I realized after I was saved I should use my musical talents for the Lord, and what makes me sad is I'm not able to and I have a hard time making gospel music. It depresses me I can't make secular music anymore as that's what I'm good at (about life, love, relationships, and other secular topics). I would love to write gospel songs that glorify Jesus but I am bad at it and have not ideas so now I can't even make music which I really love.

Next, I can't really do fun things anymore that I used to like. God has convicted me to stay away from certain things and people so no more going to the club and all that. I can't be interested in things that aren't of God like I liked watching different YouTube videos, movies, TV Shows, and I can't do that anymore either. Life just feels... boring and not as fulfilling. You can yell at me all you want for saying this but I'm speaking straight from the heart in how I feel and I'm honest with you. God should be enough, he is the most high, but why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel like something is missing and this constant emptiness and consistent feeling of depression and unhappiness?

Is this normal and healthy? Like the bible says to forsake your flesh and pick up your cross, so maybe you won't be as happy as you once was when you were of the world? Maybe this is the price we have to pay and a normal thing in order to get eternal life? Don't get me wrong, I would never want my old life back because God was absent and that's the worst. I just wish I had the old happiness back. I know scripture says we should have joy in God alone, and not focus on our feelings. But is this normal and common what I'm feeling or is something wrong? I should also note another struggle I face is anxiety, social anxiety, OCD, and I am on the autism spectrum. I deal with a lot, but I always thought having God in my life would make it easier to deal with but it just feels even more hard now for these things... It just feels like ever since I became a Christian life got tougher, my struggles got more difficult to deal with, and I've become a lot less happy. Is this normal or is something wrong and if so what do I do, where do I go from here to get that happiness I had when I first got saved, the feeling of "the first love" back? I was praying hard and I was obeying God as best I could but I still have that burden, I don't know if it's a healthy burden of picking up and carrying the cross or not.

Have you ever experienced The Love of God The Father? If so, it sounds like your involved with a group that might not be where you need to be. Prayer and fasting and requesting God’s Will should help. The other thought I had was the Beattitudes. You might want to read them again in Mathew 5 and see if any apply to you.

 

[Mandahuff]

Going through something very similar right now. I recently came back to God after three years of backsliding. I had numerous negative church experiences. Which I blame somewhat on my depression and anxiety a lot of people do not understand depression and anxiety. Since I came back I’m more depressed. I honestly feel it is because I have this deep need to make a connection and I just can’t seem to get that need met with my non-Christian friends that want to drink and want me to drink with them. Im currently attending a church where I have made zero connection with anyone. I’m wanting to visit other churches but I’m scared to death to be honest. I have prayed and prayed about it. I totally get what your feeling right now, and I’m here if you need me.

 

[DM25]

Going through something very similar right now. I recently came back to God after three years of backsliding. I had numerous negative church experiences. Which I blame somewhat on my depression and anxiety a lot of people do not understand depression and anxiety. Since I came back I’m more depressed. I honestly feel it is because I have this deep need to make a connection and I just can’t seem to get that need met with my non-Christian friends that want to drink and want me to drink with them. Im currently attending a church where I have made zero connection with anyone. I’m wanting to visit other churches but I’m scared to death to be honest. I have prayed and prayed about it. I totally get what your feeling right now, and I’m here if you need me.

Thanks, yeah I will do my best not to backslide. I don't want to go back to my old ways when God has done great things with me. I'm gonna have faith this is just a season, and I will be happier soon as long as I keep enduring.

 

[DM25]

DM25, I'm thinking of you today and praying that you're feeling encouraged. I hope your classes are going well.
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Thank you. Thank you everyone for your prayers, last night I was feeling a lot better and really connected with God so I think your prayers worked. It gave me faith to keep fighting and have faith that this is only a season and things will get better soon. I will keep trying my best!

 

[klutedavid]

Hi, I just want to know if there is something wrong with me spiritually and what I should do, or if this is a normal thing. I've been a Christian for two years now, but I have noticed the last year or so, I've forgotten what the feeling of happiness feels like and I've just been very depressed. When I first found Jesus, I was very happy and I've never been happier in my life... That was in 2017 when I first got saved, everything went well. But then in 2018 I started getting depressed and unhappy when I started to take my walk with God more serious. I feel like I'm not enjoying life as much as I once did. For example, I used to enjoy making music but it was secular music and it was a way to release my creative energy. But then I realized after I was saved I should use my musical talents for the Lord, and what makes me sad is I'm not able to and I have a hard time making gospel music. It depresses me I can't make secular music anymore as that's what I'm good at (about life, love, relationships, and other secular topics). I would love to write gospel songs that glorify Jesus but I am bad at it and have not ideas so now I can't even make music which I really love.

Next, I can't really do fun things anymore that I used to like. God has convicted me to stay away from certain things and people so no more going to the club and all that. I can't be interested in things that aren't of God like I liked watching different YouTube videos, movies, TV Shows, and I can't do that anymore either. Life just feels... boring and not as fulfilling. You can yell at me all you want for saying this but I'm speaking straight from the heart in how I feel and I'm honest with you. God should be enough, he is the most high, but why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel like something is missing and this constant emptiness and consistent feeling of depression and unhappiness?

Is this normal and healthy? Like the bible says to forsake your flesh and pick up your cross, so maybe you won't be as happy as you once was when you were of the world? Maybe this is the price we have to pay and a normal thing in order to get eternal life? Don't get me wrong, I would never want my old life back because God was absent and that's the worst. I just wish I had the old happiness back. I know scripture says we should have joy in God alone, and not focus on our feelings. But is this normal and common what I'm feeling or is something wrong? I should also note another struggle I face is anxiety, social anxiety, OCD, and I am on the autism spectrum. I deal with a lot, but I always thought having God in my life would make it easier to deal with but it just feels even more hard now for these things... It just feels like ever since I became a Christian life got tougher, my struggles got more difficult to deal with, and I've become a lot less happy. Is this normal or is something wrong and if so what do I do, where do I go from here to get that happiness I had when I first got saved, the feeling of "the first love" back? I was praying hard and I was obeying God as best I could but I still have that burden, I don't know if it's a healthy burden of picking up and carrying the cross or not.

You need to decide whether you love the world or you want eternal life. That is what the gospel is all about, forgiveness, reconciliation, and immortality.

Rejoice that you are saved, set free from sin and death. The joy that you are saved should overflow from your heart.

We all struggle in this life but the more you look to Jesus and the eternal realm, the more joy you will experience. What God has promised us far exceeds any temporary pleasures in this existence.

1 Corinthians 2:9
but just as it is written, “Things which eye has not seen and ear has not heard, And which have not entered the heart of man, All that God has prepared for those who love Him.”

 

[MomofaDozen]

Hi, I just want to know if there is something wrong with me spiritually and what I should do, or if this is a normal thing. I've been a Christian for two years now, but I have noticed the last year or so, I've forgotten what the feeling of happiness feels like and I've just been very depressed. When I first found Jesus, I was very happy and I've never been happier in my life... That was in 2017 when I first got saved, everything went well. But then in 2018 I started getting depressed and unhappy when I started to take my walk with God more serious. I feel like I'm not enjoying life as much as I once did. For example, I used to enjoy making music but it was secular music and it was a way to release my creative energy. But then I realized after I was saved I should use my musical talents for the Lord, and what makes me sad is I'm not able to and I have a hard time making gospel music. It depresses me I can't make secular music anymore as that's what I'm good at (about life, love, relationships, and other secular topics). I would love to write gospel songs that glorify Jesus but I am bad at it and have not ideas so now I can't even make music which I really love.

Next, I can't really do fun things anymore that I used to like. God has convicted me to stay away from certain things and people so no more going to the club and all that. I can't be interested in things that aren't of God like I liked watching different YouTube videos, movies, TV Shows, and I can't do that anymore either. Life just feels... boring and not as fulfilling. You can yell at me all you want for saying this but I'm speaking straight from the heart in how I feel and I'm honest with you. God should be enough, he is the most high, but why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel like something is missing and this constant emptiness and consistent feeling of depression and unhappiness?

Is this normal and healthy? Like the bible says to forsake your flesh and pick up your cross, so maybe you won't be as happy as you once was when you were of the world? Maybe this is the price we have to pay and a normal thing in order to get eternal life? Don't get me wrong, I would never want my old life back because God was absent and that's the worst. I just wish I had the old happiness back. I know scripture says we should have joy in God alone, and not focus on our feelings. But is this normal and common what I'm feeling or is something wrong? I should also note another struggle I face is anxiety, social anxiety, OCD, and I am on the autism spectrum. I deal with a lot, but I always thought having God in my life would make it easier to deal with but it just feels even more hard now for these things... It just feels like ever since I became a Christian life got tougher, my struggles got more difficult to deal with, and I've become a lot less happy. Is this normal or is something wrong and if so what do I do, where do I go from here to get that happiness I had when I first got saved, the feeling of "the first love" back? I was praying hard and I was obeying God as best I could but I still have that burden, I don't know if it's a healthy burden of picking up and carrying the cross or not.

 

[MomofaDozen]

Hi! I'm sorry you're feeling down, but I am really excited to see that you are taking Jesus seriously. That's wonderful!
It sounds like you are in a period of adjustment. You have been used to doing certain things and going to certain places and those are out now because they're not good for you and not God's will for a Christian. It's good that you've given them up and I hope you'll keep it that way.
But you need to fill in the void. Those things you used to do need to be replaced with good things.
I would suggest that you ask God for some really great Christian friends, some your age, but some older and more mature in their walk with God too. Ask Him to bring you a mentor who can be a good friend and help you grow spiritually.
Also, it's important that you spend a good amount of time daily reading the Bible. Even if you don't understand it all, it will feed you and help you.
You say that you can't write songs about God yet. I think that may be because you don't have enough experiences with Him yet. When you spend time just telling God how much you love Him, telling Him you want to know Him, praising Him and thanking Him for every good thing He's given you (even the "little" things you normally take for granted), you're going to feel gratitude swell up in your heart and you just might find yourself writing some worship songs!
And you can still write love songs and other songs about life.
Is there some people your age who get together to talk and hang out or do activities together? Look for them. You might be very pleasantly surprised.
I hope this helps!! God will bless you as you seek Him. I can tell you that for sure! Many blessings on you.

 

[Rescued One]

Depression is a sign of spiritual illness or affliction.

Which Bible verse supports that statement?

 

[SinoBen]

I, too, am a musician.

I think you are a mature bro in Christ with specific past experiences that can help @DM25 's current predicament. I hope the OP reads your post.

 

[Ttalkkugjil]

Hi, I just want to know if there is something wrong with me spiritually and what I should do, or if this is a normal thing. I've been a Christian for two years now, but I have noticed the last year or so, I've forgotten what the feeling of happiness feels like and I've just been very depressed. When I first found Jesus, I was very happy and I've never been happier in my life... That was in 2017 when I first got saved, everything went well. But then in 2018 I started getting depressed and unhappy when I started to take my walk with God more serious. I feel like I'm not enjoying life as much as I once did. For example, I used to enjoy making music but it was secular music and it was a way to release my creative energy. But then I realized after I was saved I should use my musical talents for the Lord, and what makes me sad is I'm not able to and I have a hard time making gospel music. It depresses me I can't make secular music anymore as that's what I'm good at (about life, love, relationships, and other secular topics). I would love to write gospel songs that glorify Jesus but I am bad at it and have not ideas so now I can't even make music which I really love.

Next, I can't really do fun things anymore that I used to like. God has convicted me to stay away from certain things and people so no more going to the club and all that. I can't be interested in things that aren't of God like I liked watching different YouTube videos, movies, TV Shows, and I can't do that anymore either. Life just feels... boring and not as fulfilling. You can yell at me all you want for saying this but I'm speaking straight from the heart in how I feel and I'm honest with you. God should be enough, he is the most high, but why don't I feel that way? Why do I feel like something is missing and this constant emptiness and consistent feeling of depression and unhappiness?

Is this normal and healthy? Like the bible says to forsake your flesh and pick up your cross, so maybe you won't be as happy as you once was when you were of the world? Maybe this is the price we have to pay and a normal thing in order to get eternal life? Don't get me wrong, I would never want my old life back because God was absent and that's the worst. I just wish I had the old happiness back. I know scripture says we should have joy in God alone, and not focus on our feelings. But is this normal and common what I'm feeling or is something wrong? I should also note another struggle I face is anxiety, social anxiety, OCD, and I am on the autism spectrum. I deal with a lot, but I always thought having God in my life would make it easier to deal with but it just feels even more hard now for these things... It just feels like ever since I became a Christian life got tougher, my struggles got more difficult to deal with, and I've become a lot less happy. Is this normal or is something wrong and if so what do I do, where do I go from here to get that happiness I had when I first got saved, the feeling of "the first love" back? I was praying hard and I was obeying God as best I could but I still have that burden, I don't know if it's a healthy burden of picking up and carrying the cross or not.

The Christian life is pain, suffering and tragedy.

 

[☦Marius☦]

Dude,it sounds like you are too deep into religion which is meant to control and not close enough to Jesus who came to free us from oppression. As for music by all means, write about life, love, relationships, because that is what Jesus taught about. Jesus taught us to love neighbour as self. If the Beatles could put that into music, so can you without falling into the self righteousness trap. Live your life as Jesus taught and it will come together. (no pun intended)

No offense, but while your advice night apply to you, some of us call "control" structure. And it is the only thing that keeps us going. Not everyone takes pleasure in being completely alone in control of their own walk. Some of us like having spiritual father's, set doctrine, and traditions. I was in much worse shape before I left my non denom mindset for a traditional church.

 

[TribulationSigns]

Which Bible verse supports that statement?

Depression is also full of anxiety.

Proverbs 12:25 KJV
[25] Heaviness in the heart of man maketh it stoop: but a good word maketh it glad.

Matthew 11:28-30 KJV
[28] Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
[29] Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
[30] For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

Christian can suffer from depression can find hope in BIBLICAL FOUNDATIONS. You can find stories in the Bible where certain people experienced depression: Moses (Number 11:10-16), David (Psalm 51, Psalm 32:1-5), Elijah (1 Kings 19:1-18), Job, Jonah (Jonah 4:1-11), and Psalmist (Psalm 73).

God encouraged us to "And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me. " (Psalm 50:51.).

Depression often caused people to be out of touch with people. God enourage that we find time or another find ourselves sucked into self-involvement, which keeps us from following in heavenly prescription given by the Great Physician, the medicine that many need above all else (Matthew 22:36-40).

There are many links where Christians often view depression as a distraction from God's fellowship and call. I, too, have suffered depression from a divorce that my wife left for her employer. I could not save the marriage, and I have noticed how it has caused me to backslidden, lack of motivation to take care of myself, etc. To me, Depression is both a mental and spiritual disorder. It caused imbalance. God knows that and understood what we all going through (He is in control and sometimes had us going through for a reason), but wanted us to come to Him and He will heal you --- over time as He did with David, Job, Paul, and many of our brethren in Christ.

Sadly, today, Depression becomes a huge problem in our society. Especially on our children/teenagers.

Blesses.

 

[Blade]

Well the enemy will always come right in to take steal the truth. So he will give you all kind of thoughts.. one must know Gods word.. you know like Fear.. worry ..God has not given me the spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind! I keep my mind on GOD and He WILL keep me in perfect peace!

Do you see? Fight what is happening with GODS word. Sad.. the JOY of the lord is my strength. I do not wait till I FEEL like it.. for I resist the devil and he HAS to flee!

So.. pray all the time.... meaning.. talk to Him about EVERYTHING you do.. HE LOVES to hear you! Soon you will hear Him.. for Jesus said.. my sheep KNOW not guess not wonder.. NOW My voice. He will always use peace.. joy.. so forth.. what are the FRUITS of the spirit?

And.. relax.. and LIVE! Dont get focused on YOU! Or your sin! live! Jesus is REAL! Your not in this alone. To many try to do this walk alone.. its not easy sometimes..but your NEVER alone.. you will find.. when it got hard.. and you were about to give up..HE WAS THERE! EVERY TIME!

So.. read that bible as if you were a child.. see a child BELIEVES ANYTHING ...so get this.. if YOUR FATHER...YOUR GOD said it in HIS WORD! He will do it and YES IT IS FOR YOU! Relax.. rebuke that spirit...tell it no.. I am not going to feel sad.. mad worried..what ever.. you DONT have to receive it. Blindly just receive what HE said in HIS word. He looked at them and said.. I come to give you life.... and He will say to you.. do you think I was telling a joke as He smiles.. For He was also thinking looking at you..He came for YOU! Died FOR YOU! We keep thinking its the WORLD ..YES! But.. He really truly thought of YOU when He died.. no OTHER did this..

Isa 41:10 for you "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." <=== it was written for YOU! He cant LIE!

 

[Ttalkkugjil]

Well the enemy will always come right in to take steal the truth. So he will give you all kind of thoughts.. one must know Gods word.. you know like Fear.. worry ..God has not given me the spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind! I keep my mind on GOD and He WILL keep me in perfect peace!

Do you see? Fight what is happening with GODS word. Sad.. the JOY of the lord is my strength. I do not wait till I FEEL like it.. for I resist the devil and he HAS to flee!

So.. pray all the time.... meaning.. talk to Him about EVERYTHING you do.. HE LOVES to hear you! Soon you will hear Him.. for Jesus said.. my sheep KNOW not guess not wonder.. NOW My voice. He will always use peace.. joy.. so forth.. what are the FRUITS of the spirit?

And.. relax.. and LIVE! Dont get focused on YOU! Or your sin! live! Jesus is REAL! Your not in this alone. To many try to do this walk alone.. its not easy sometimes..but your NEVER alone.. you will find.. when it got hard.. and you were about to give up..HE WAS THERE! EVERY TIME!

So.. read that bible as if you were a child.. see a child BELIEVES ANYTHING ...so get this.. if YOUR FATHER...YOUR GOD said it in HIS WORD! He will do it and YES IT IS FOR YOU! Relax.. rebuke that spirit...tell it no.. I am not going to feel sad.. mad worried..what ever.. you DONT have to receive it. Blindly just receive what HE said in HIS word. He looked at them and said.. I come to give you life.... and He will say to you.. do you think I was telling a joke as He smiles.. For He was also thinking looking at you..He came for YOU! Died FOR YOU! We keep thinking its the WORLD ..YES! But.. He really truly thought of YOU when He died.. no OTHER did this..

Isa 41:10 for you "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." <=== it was written for YOU! He cant LIE!

What about the times when God doesn't show up to help? When people go through terrible times and God chooses to make no appearance. When great injustice is done and God opts to be somewhere else.