I have come to realize that I have several personality disorders, mainly NPD, which I believe came from my over indulged childhood. I’m just wondering if this is what’s referred to as reprobate mind in the Bible. And if so, then predestination must be true. If we don’t have a choice about our personality then how could we have a choice about our relationship to God. Especially if a personality disorder effects how we think. Were some created before time for destruction? Esau seems to be such a one, I really don’t think he had a choice, I don’t think he knew what he was doing, I think it was predetermined.