Thanks for the replies everybody. First of all, if I did convert, it wont be because my son has done so, it would be because I no longer believed that the Christian faith was the correct way to worship god. I am not there yet, but I have been looking at all the evidence, & to date the evidence towards jesus being the prophesied messiah of the old testament appears very slim. As I previously stated, I had had my doubts before, due to many things in the new testament not seeming to make sense to me. but always just dismissed them as just that, doubts due to my onw imperfectness. It is not until I began really studying the bible closely with my son, that I realised that many of my doubts appear valid.
Some of you have quoted prophesies about Jesus from the old testament, & that is exactly what I started to do with my son. I had the pamphlet distributed by my church, with a long list of these prophesies. My son was very happy to go through all of these with me, as we both looked them up & studied them in detail. My son wasn't at all surprised, but I was, that as I studied the prophesies in detail, often starting from the start of the chapter the prophesy was contained in, & reading through to the end, so they could be read in the correct context, that many of them simply could NOT be about Jesus at all. Many of them weren't even prophesy. In fact by the time we got to the end of the pamphlet, there was not one prophecy that I had any faith in that it actually was prophesying Jesus.
I took my doubts to my pastor, & asked if he could explain how they were prophesy about Jesus, when read through properly. He couldn't explain, just making the sort of excuses I have heard all of my life through the church, such as you cant question god, & that I am not understanding the passages correctly, even though he could NOT explain how to understand it differently when read in the correct context. At the end I sensed he was quite flustered & embarrassed that he could not come up with any sensible answers. I also felt that I am not welcome back anytime soon to ask more questions about scripture.
I then went with my son to my sons Rabbi, armed with the same questions. The answers he gave were sensible & reasonable. He explained to me that Christian theologians read the bible in a circular fashion. he explained that if you knew absolutely nothing about Jesus, & read the old testament from start to finish, you would not have any concept that Jesus was the messiah when he came, because there is simply nothing in the old testament that describes a Jesus like messiah. He said that the only way to find jesus in the old testament is if you start with the pre-conceived idea that Jesus IS the messiah, then look for passages in the old testament that appear to fit.
He said that "I bet if you wanted to start a new religion based around Donald Trump, I bet you could find Donald Trump as the Messiah in the old testament, if you scour it looking for passages that appear to describe Trump".
SO, it is from reading the bible, both old & new testaments, & questioning both my pastor & my sons Rabbi, that I have come to this point. I don't want to make a wrong decision, so still looking for answers & hoping that somebody can say something where I think "I never thought of that one" that might sway my mind in one direction or the other.
If the old testament is from god, & I believe it is, then how can it be wrong? And if you can read it from front to back, & not know Jesus without reading the new testament 1st, then how can it be prophesy of Jesus? Surely if it is prophesy, you should be able to read the old testament & recognise Jesus in it WITHOUT knowing of the new testament 1st?
Some of you have quoted prophesies about Jesus from the old testament, & that is exactly what I started to do with my son. I had the pamphlet distributed by my church, with a long list of these prophesies. My son was very happy to go through all of these with me, as we both looked them up & studied them in detail. My son wasn't at all surprised, but I was, that as I studied the prophesies in detail, often starting from the start of the chapter the prophesy was contained in, & reading through to the end, so they could be read in the correct context, that many of them simply could NOT be about Jesus at all. Many of them weren't even prophesy. In fact by the time we got to the end of the pamphlet, there was not one prophecy that I had any faith in that it actually was prophesying Jesus.
I took my doubts to my pastor, & asked if he could explain how they were prophesy about Jesus, when read through properly. He couldn't explain, just making the sort of excuses I have heard all of my life through the church, such as you cant question god, & that I am not understanding the passages correctly, even though he could NOT explain how to understand it differently when read in the correct context. At the end I sensed he was quite flustered & embarrassed that he could not come up with any sensible answers. I also felt that I am not welcome back anytime soon to ask more questions about scripture.
I then went with my son to my sons Rabbi, armed with the same questions. The answers he gave were sensible & reasonable. He explained to me that Christian theologians read the bible in a circular fashion. he explained that if you knew absolutely nothing about Jesus, & read the old testament from start to finish, you would not have any concept that Jesus was the messiah when he came, because there is simply nothing in the old testament that describes a Jesus like messiah. He said that the only way to find jesus in the old testament is if you start with the pre-conceived idea that Jesus IS the messiah, then look for passages in the old testament that appear to fit.
He said that "I bet if you wanted to start a new religion based around Donald Trump, I bet you could find Donald Trump as the Messiah in the old testament, if you scour it looking for passages that appear to describe Trump".
SO, it is from reading the bible, both old & new testaments, & questioning both my pastor & my sons Rabbi, that I have come to this point. I don't want to make a wrong decision, so still looking for answers & hoping that somebody can say something where I think "I never thought of that one" that might sway my mind in one direction or the other.
If the old testament is from god, & I believe it is, then how can it be wrong? And if you can read it from front to back, & not know Jesus without reading the new testament 1st, then how can it be prophesy of Jesus? Surely if it is prophesy, you should be able to read the old testament & recognise Jesus in it WITHOUT knowing of the new testament 1st?
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