- Dec 2, 2017
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Not to long ago, about a month I broke my best friends trust in me, her and I were fighting and I through anger I said somethings things I should not have said among being disrespectful and showing a disloyalty. I at that moment was not the friend I should have been. Her and I have been best friends for 27 years and we've been very close. For the last two years we started a small Production Company and have Produced our material into videos and a web series. One
of the things I said out of anger was that the web project was now mine and not her's bad move! I also was not compassionate to some things she was going through with a guy that's been stalking her, I really messed up. Since then she has cut me off completely, she would not respond to my text's, Phone calls or e-mails we have not talked since. She went as far as post on her Facebook that the friendship and our Partnership (Production Co.) is dissolved, in further she UN-friended me and blocked me from FB. It was another friend who called me to find out what happened and to tell me about her posts. I actually had to create a new FB account to get back onto her FB Page. I had left her messages to call me but she has not. just in this past week she has only responded to my posts on her page with just the like button. Last night I heard from her the first time in a month she text me that she got my letter, In the letter I have asked for her forgiveness and I apologized and told her that this will never happen again and that I would like the chance to earn back her trust and friendship. She like myself is a Christian, she's also very, very sensitive. In her text she said that she will talk to God about it and that I have to leave it to God, which I am, but I am also broken and shattered that I hurt her. I really want to make this right. I have prayed to God which when I pray I like to write my prayers first and then pray to God, you can read my prayer below. I ask everyone to pray for my friend and I for God to restore us and this friendship. I care for her deeply and don't want to lose her, I can't imagine going through life with out her in it. Thank You for reading and for your Prayers and support.
MY PRAYER TO GOD:
Dear God, Lord Jesus, I am praying hard to you for the restoration of my friendship with Shea which was damaged due destroying her trust in me and for being disloyal, disrespectful and not being the friend I should have been. I said somethings out of anger that crossed the line and I am sorry and I ask you Lord to please forgive me of what I did to my friend. I am shattered and heart broken because of this. So far the loss of my friend who I deeply love and care about makes me feel lost and sick. Please God, only you can break down the wall that separates me from my friend and I also fear The devil is having his way by continuing to put a wedge between us and keep us apart because of the work we do in you. Our friendship took many years to build and a special bond was made based on faith, trust and loyalty which I admit I damaged through thoughtless human error. I put this in your hands Lord for resolution. Only you can mend our broken friendship, I pray that you will touch her heart and spirit and that it will be renewed and restored soon. The Friendship I had was a gift that came from you God, I ask you please for it back and I promise I will never take it or her for granted again. You know my heart and you know I am sincere, I need you, ask you to show her this. I am willing to make changes to myself to be better, for her, for the friendship and to wright my wrongs I pray in Jesus name, AMEN.
of the things I said out of anger was that the web project was now mine and not her's bad move! I also was not compassionate to some things she was going through with a guy that's been stalking her, I really messed up. Since then she has cut me off completely, she would not respond to my text's, Phone calls or e-mails we have not talked since. She went as far as post on her Facebook that the friendship and our Partnership (Production Co.) is dissolved, in further she UN-friended me and blocked me from FB. It was another friend who called me to find out what happened and to tell me about her posts. I actually had to create a new FB account to get back onto her FB Page. I had left her messages to call me but she has not. just in this past week she has only responded to my posts on her page with just the like button. Last night I heard from her the first time in a month she text me that she got my letter, In the letter I have asked for her forgiveness and I apologized and told her that this will never happen again and that I would like the chance to earn back her trust and friendship. She like myself is a Christian, she's also very, very sensitive. In her text she said that she will talk to God about it and that I have to leave it to God, which I am, but I am also broken and shattered that I hurt her. I really want to make this right. I have prayed to God which when I pray I like to write my prayers first and then pray to God, you can read my prayer below. I ask everyone to pray for my friend and I for God to restore us and this friendship. I care for her deeply and don't want to lose her, I can't imagine going through life with out her in it. Thank You for reading and for your Prayers and support.
MY PRAYER TO GOD:
Dear God, Lord Jesus, I am praying hard to you for the restoration of my friendship with Shea which was damaged due destroying her trust in me and for being disloyal, disrespectful and not being the friend I should have been. I said somethings out of anger that crossed the line and I am sorry and I ask you Lord to please forgive me of what I did to my friend. I am shattered and heart broken because of this. So far the loss of my friend who I deeply love and care about makes me feel lost and sick. Please God, only you can break down the wall that separates me from my friend and I also fear The devil is having his way by continuing to put a wedge between us and keep us apart because of the work we do in you. Our friendship took many years to build and a special bond was made based on faith, trust and loyalty which I admit I damaged through thoughtless human error. I put this in your hands Lord for resolution. Only you can mend our broken friendship, I pray that you will touch her heart and spirit and that it will be renewed and restored soon. The Friendship I had was a gift that came from you God, I ask you please for it back and I promise I will never take it or her for granted again. You know my heart and you know I am sincere, I need you, ask you to show her this. I am willing to make changes to myself to be better, for her, for the friendship and to wright my wrongs I pray in Jesus name, AMEN.