i cant see what my loves ones and others see about me
Lilly, I'm walking through some of your thoughts to try help out:
i really want to hurt myself i haven't self injured in weeks
The hurting by your hand only relieves the tension/chaotic thoughts/feelings the devil has put you under, the path to freedom is surrendering and following Jesus Christ.
The devil has been feeding you lies about who you are.
Who you are: A daughter of God in Christ Jesus.
What you are: A daughter of God being transformed into His Image.
2 Corinthians 3:18
18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
I want love from people but i dont think am worth any love
God loves you/us while we were His enemy
Romans 5:8-11
8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 9 Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. 10 For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. 11 And not only
that, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation.
if people who have done much worse than me can feel love and feel there worth love
why i cant i see it
Don't compare yourself to others
Galatians 6:4-6
4 But let each one examine his own work, and then he will have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another. 5 For each one shall bear his own load.
Follow Jesus.
John 21:20-22
20 Then Peter, turning around, saw the disciple whom Jesus loved following, who also had leaned on His breast at the supper, and said, “Lord, who is the one who betrays You?” 21 Peter, seeing him, said to Jesus, “But Lord, what about this man?”
22 Jesus said to him, “If I will that he remain till I come, what is that to you? You follow Me.”
Luke 7:47
"Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven,
the same loveth little."
JESUS DIED FOR ME AND I SHOULD BE LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AS LIFE IS A GIFT BUT FOR SOME REASON I DONT EVEN THINK AM WORTH LIFE
"[Jesus] said to them all, 'If anyone desires to come after Me,
let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it." Luke 9:23-24
I CANT SEE WHAT JESUS SEES IN ME
Follow Him and He will show you, surrender to Him and allow Him to transform you.
I feel everyone would be better off with out me here thats the way i feel like
MANY DONT GET A CHANCE OF LIFE i dont want to die but i dont want to feel this pain anymore
sorry
The devil has placed a spirit of heaviness over you, turn to Christ Jesus who is the light of the world and pray your heart out to Him.
E.g. of Pray:
Lord Christ Jesus, I don't want to die, I don't want to feel this pain, I want to know why you love me, I want to be free from this anxiety, depression, fear, hatred of myself. Please Lord, deliver me from the evil one, teach me to love as you love me, in your Holy name Amen.
