i cant feel the love of Jesus

[friend of]

watch this video

 

[Dave G.]

thank you all i understand if you all hate me i understand if am now no longer welcome here
i keep wanting to be punished in some way for this told my husband again he says its part of my BPD ...i dont understand why he cant see it he loves me that much

Lilly but we love you too !!

 

[Lily76_]

thank you i dont understand why am loved i have done nothing to make people love me for some reason it hard for me to fathom thank you for your love

 

[Dave G.]

thank you i dont understand why am loved i have done nothing to make people love me for some reason it hard for me to fathom thank you for your love

You don't have to understand it ! Just accept it, the same as I said about Jesus.

 

[Lily76_]

i accept it

 

[Dave G.]

i accept it

And from your husband too ?

 

[Lily76_]

and from my husband too

 

[Dave G.]

and from my husband too

Awesome !!

 

[ConvictionofGod]

thank you i dont understand why am loved i have done nothing to make people love me for some reason it hard for me to fathom thank you for your love

Know Him and His word, and they will give you the direction you seek.

 

[toLiJC]

edit ...sorry

i can tell you a story

once upon a time in a world far, far away... there were people living in dark times, and not that the world in which they lived was dark by nature/in principle, but nevertheless people suffered while still living in it, and there was a person in that world claiming that he is the god of the world and that he works only to provide people with paradisaical life; there was also one very poor and (prima facie) insignificant person there who didn't talk much; and people suffered more and more, but the god of that world continued to claim that he work only for overall prosperity to abundant and eternal life, and most people there continued to believe that the god of that world did everything in his power to provide everyone with abundant and eternal life, till the day when there appeared One very Glorious being whose glory turned out to be the One that enlightened/illuminated the world, and He said to people "do you know thanks to whom you owe all good moments you have had in your lives, even though they were few?", and some of them said "the god of this world", and then that very Glorious being gave them to watch something like a video recording, and they all saw in the video that all good things, albeit a few, that have ever happened to them in their lives could not be without that very poor and (prima facie) insignificant person who turned out to be the greatest martyr - they saw that he suffered/died very much for them so that they might have as many good moments/things as possible, and that the god of that world was the one that brought all sufferings...

as the poor man in the story is, so is Jesus - all good things we have ever had in our lives, even though they were few, we owe to the true Lord God including the scriptural(biblical) Jesus Christ, while the wicked one is the one that has brought all evils that ever happened to people and other souls...

Blessings

 

[sadd]

edit ...sorry

Jesus loves you.

 

[rockytopva]

If E = mc2 then we can divide and conclude that...

Mass (m) = Energy (E/c2)

And there are three varieties...

Natural E/c2 - All mass is basically cooled plasma
Mental E/c2 - Mentally, A mathematical formula, but this has chemical and spiritual properties as well.
Spiritual E/c2 - E (motivation, warmth, love) / c2 (faith, hope, charity, joy)

The spiritual light and energies come alive as you put them to work.

 

[discipler7]

i feel bad and upset at myself please help me

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Familial and personal sins/evil-deeds/law-breaking carry bad consequences, as per DEUT.28:15, 1JOHN.5:16-19, 1COR.5:5 & 11:30, ROMANS.2:9.

A few ignorant Christians may end up like the convicted robber who was crucified next to Jesus Christ at LUKE.23:43, ie suffered and died young on earth but still saved from hell by Jesus.

 

[Lily76_]

husband says am ill saying things that dont makes sense this is part of my BPD/ OCD -SELF HATE keep saying things about me my husband what is wrong with me have to confess have to blame myself for everything - my fault seeing my pastor tomorrow tried to confess to him keep thinking am evil ... maybe i am

 

[W2L]

husband says am ill saying things that dont makes sense this is part of my BPD/ OCD -SELF HATE keep saying things about me my husband what is wrong with me have to confess have to blame myself for everything - my fault seeing my pastor tomorrow tried to confess to him keep thinking am evil ... maybe i am

I dont think very highly of myself. Its a humbling experience, so maybe its not all bad.

 

[Dave G.]

husband says am ill saying things that dont makes sense this is part of my BPD/ OCD -SELF HATE keep saying things about me my husband what is wrong with me have to confess have to blame myself for everything - my fault seeing my pastor tomorrow tried to confess to him keep thinking am evil ... maybe i am

Lilly are you medicated for the Bi Polar ?

 

[Lily76_]

no ... but i think i may have it am very up and down i get mood swings BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER and BI POLAR are kinda the same apart from how bad it can be some times both BPD and bi polar are co existing disorders

 

[Dave G.]

no ... but i think i may have it am very up and down i get mood swings BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER and BI POLAR are kinda the same apart from how bad it can be some times both BPD and bi polar are co existing disorders

Have you had any medical help with this at all ?

 

[Lily76_]

with my BPD But not the bipolar i have been on anti depressants ( depression )anti anxiety (OCD )and anti psychotics ( VOICES ) 11 pills a day

 

[Dave G.]

with my BPD But not the bipolar i have been on anti depressants ( depression )anti anxiety (OCD )and anti psychotics ( VOICES ) 11 pills a day

Do you have confidence in your medical team ? Some psychotic drugs can be tricky to deal with, you need top medical and psychiatric people in that realm.
Are you being truthful with us right now Lilly, as far as you know ( remember yesterday we were discussing this). I'm not accusing you of anything just asking because I know you struggle with that.