Prayer to fiercely fight darkness inviting me to take my life

[teresa]

Its a fight it really is. Time to ask for fellow soldiers to help me to fight back. I don't want these kinds of thoughts and impulses. They are nothing but darkness whispering to me. I'm feeling triggered and spent all night watching videos of people taking their lives on youtube, and are not illegal but were about the topic.

It started by being vulnerable, reading someones post, watching the videos and then Satan inviting me by tickling my ear with invitations to do the same.

I'm beaten down and lacking in deep restorative sleep. Too many problems and the Prince of darkness saw an opening.

I badly need to brighten up, and take a break.

Thank you CF for providing this platform for reaching out.

 

[Tolworth John]

I am sorry that you are plagued by these thoughts and I pray that you will do what Paul commanded in Phillipeans 4 v 8, to think about what is pure, right, noble, good etc and that you will stop watching evil videos on utube.

 

[vinsight4u]

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[Sarah G]

Oh my dear, I have prayed for you. I pray the Holy Spirit be with you and all the love, light and healing of Lord Jesus Christ pour out upon you. I pray the angels will be around you, protecting you from all negativity and darkness.

I have been trying to think of some song or hymn, video, some nice picture with a Bible verse to comfort you but I just cannot find the right thing. I want you to know that you are loved, precious, valuable and needed in this world.

Stay in the light precious Spice, stay in the light.

 

[Sarah G]

 

[brinny]

Praying that Almighty God, El Elyon, God Most High, removes all that is not of Him from you and and your dwelling. May He mooove as only He can to supersede all that is attacking you and pierce all darkness and shatter it and send all that hides in that darkness to scattering, and may He work within your heart, mind, and soul to seek His light and reject that darkness and all that is in it, and may you embrace the very remedy that is written in His Word that sets the enemy and his minions and agents to fleeing, and that is to submit to God, for by doing so, you are "resisting the devil", and sets him to scattering. Father may it be so, in Jesus name, amen. (((hug)))

"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." ~James 4:7

 

[paul1149]

I would help to receive videos, songs, images, any love at all from you.

We live in such a different world now, where anything is available for consumption, at the press of a button. Something we all need to do, one way or the other - I think you need to realize that watching that type of video is an assault on your identity in Christ, and provides an opening for the enemy.

Renounce the videos, "say no to ungodliness" (Titus 2), and pledge yourself wholly to the Lord, and fill yourself with His goodness and faithfulness. I am sure His sweet Presence will come rushing back to give comfort and strength, and to cleanse you of the world and present you as a chaste virgin of Christ. And I pray it is so, in Jesus' name.

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

Praying the Lord will be your strength, hope, peace, and Presence.
May He bless you in His Merciful Love

 

[macek]

Praying for you, sister. You are precious to Jesus sister, no matter what is pressing you down in your life, know that Jesus is with you and is there for you. Place your trust in Jesus and be comforted, sister. Dont give up your life for him to steal. Sister lean on Jesus shoulder in this time when you are hurt and need His love and hug. You are not alone, sister.

 

[Presbyterian Continuist]

Its a fight it really is. Time to ask for fellow soldiers to help me to fight back. I don't want these kinds of thoughts and impulses. They are nothing but darkness whispering to me. I'm feeling triggered and spent all night watching videos of people taking their lives on youtube, and are not illegal but were about the topic.

It started by being vulnerable, reading someones post, watching the videos and then Satan inviting me by tickling my ear with invitations to do the same.

I'm beaten down and lacking in deep restorative sleep. Too many problems and the Prince of darkness saw an opening.

I badly need to brighten up, and take a break.

I would help to receive videos, songs, images, any love at all from you.

Thank you CF for providing this platform for reaching out.

The weapons of our warfare are not natural but mighty through God for the pulling down of strongholds, casting down imaginations, and bringing every thought into obedience to Christ (2 Corinthians 10:4).

 

[Sarah G]

 

[user385]

Hello @spice. God bless you. God loves you. Make sure you meet with believers every day for fellowship. I don't know what your beliefs are. Seek Jesus Christ. Jesus is going to take all true believers to heaven soon. Look at what is happening in the world and read about the signs of the end times that Jesus spoke about. Hearing about the Revelation 12 signs and all the other signs provides me with comfort. Believe in Jesus Christ. Let Him comfort you. Pray constantly. Pray that God causes you to want excellent things that are godly and that He causes you to do righteousness at all times.

 

[Sarah G]

This has no hidden, deep, spiritual meaning, it's just cute to cheer you up, buddy.

Source: mouseshouses.tumblr.com

 

[Swan7]

We all stumble sometimes. Let this verse be a light to you: Matthew 6:22-23

 

[Sarah G]

Praying that the Holy Love and Light of our Lord Jesus Christ is surrounding and filling you, precious lady. Be blessed, be loved, be forgiven, be filled with the Holy Spirit.

 

[teresa]

I've been afraid to go to sleep bc I've started to have visions of Botticelli's
vision of hell and seeing the end of times it seems, where men have glowing red eyes....I'm even seeing ppl in real life had red glowing eyes like demons on the street, and there are dead bodies everywhere in my visions

strange days, as saved dying man (thanks be to G-d), recently traumatized me and then there was another man found but he was dead, in the same area. He smelled pretty bad. I feel the darkness looming all around us every day, and its a fight for life and death all around us if we just keep our eyes and ears open.

peoples souls are dying, their lives need saving both literally and spiritually. People are beating and killing their children in town and many are overdosing on drugs.

I brought 2 people to Christ recently after witnessing to them and this was my first time doing that.

So maybe satan is attacking me for stealing away-with g-ds help-two souls from hell.

Hes after me big time.

please pray for me to keep my soul and my sanity, not giving in to visions and depressions or Satans whispering to me

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request, light in darkened times, and for a victorious life that will bring you glory in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule

 

[teresa]

Thank you my fellow christian brothers and sisters!

My head and my heart have cleared and I feel restored and renewed and empowered by g-d to continue my street ministries.

I was serving g-d when I ran into death and destruction out there, and I was temporarily traumatized.

But this is real life.

We all die. We all struggle.

Its a real battle for lives and souls out there, every day, 24/7/364.

Thank you for your prayers-they made a powerfully, huge difference in my life!

Praise G-d !!

 

[Paulus59]

Praying for you Spice, that God shines light into the darkness where you are! Stop watching those videos and turn away from this and let God give you courage to come out of that dark valley. I was in a terrible place for years and God heard my cries and brought me out.

 

[brinny]

Praying for you Spice, that God shines light into the darkness where you are! Stop watching those videos and turn away from this and let God give you courage to come out of that dark valley. I was in a terrible place for years and God heard my cries and brought me out.

I agree with Paulus. Praise God for your testimony Paulus! Praying in agreement. (((hug)))