Since my 20s, before my mental illness, I recognize now only that God started then to call me to Him through a certain singer-songwriter - no matter who it is -, that contained songs that mentioned the Gospel, and the Fear of the Lord, for example.
But I didn't pay attention to the lyrics. Then I had a car accident and went in a (so I thought) self-discovery journey that took me through Buddhism, Taoism, and many isms.
That artist has remanained in my life until now, coming soon to my 36 birthday.
So what I would like to know is, was it planned for me to look to Jesus only after 16 years astray and without a clue, or could I have stopped that path I went through, that I think made me mentally ill and realized Jesus then?
Was it planned to happen now only?
Is there scripture to back up predestination?
Thanks.
But I didn't pay attention to the lyrics. Then I had a car accident and went in a (so I thought) self-discovery journey that took me through Buddhism, Taoism, and many isms.
That artist has remanained in my life until now, coming soon to my 36 birthday.
So what I would like to know is, was it planned for me to look to Jesus only after 16 years astray and without a clue, or could I have stopped that path I went through, that I think made me mentally ill and realized Jesus then?
Was it planned to happen now only?
Is there scripture to back up predestination?
Thanks.