- Mar 27, 2017
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I am having a hard time with my weight still. I am naturally very thin but my kidnapper had me overeat for many months. I gained about 20 pounds with her. I still have the pounds on me and I feel less myself. It is painful because the woman often teased me saying I was fat and that she was going to make me obese and sick. The woman's words are still in my mind when I eat. I am going to try and continue to eat healthy and take walks. It is hard because Ive had family and friends comment that Ive gained weight, one family member even saying I looked pregnant. That horrified me. None of them know about the ritual abuse. I will never tell any of them because they will not understand. I only tell people here about my ritual abuse. The comments from friends and family hurt me because they don't know how I got this way. Please pray for me that Jesus will help me loose the weight and comfort me and that I will feel myself again.