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I've been living in a new town in Tennessee for about 3-4 months now and still haven't really made any connections. I've had a few SOZO prayer sessions at this ministry center to really break through this depression I'm in and the sessions were AMAZING and the Holy Spirit was there but now I'm back in my hole of isolating and depression.... I've gone to Celebrate Recovery a few times but never made any lasting connections. I'm 29 and made a lot of really bad choices before I found God several years ago, I'm not married or dating and have lost contact with honestly all my Christian friends I've made in the past 5 years (I found God 5 years ago)....
Is this just ridiculous that I'm a Christian and am dealing with this stuff? I was a drug addict as a teenager and in my early 20's but not anymore, but I really made horrible choices and now I'm re-building my life.... I'm like scared to reach out to people or something, I don't want people to see how bad of a spot I'm in because I don't know how to get out of it right now.... Anyone ever dealt with this? What happened and how did you overcome? I've been battling this isolation/depression for over 10 years now...
Is this just ridiculous that I'm a Christian and am dealing with this stuff? I was a drug addict as a teenager and in my early 20's but not anymore, but I really made horrible choices and now I'm re-building my life.... I'm like scared to reach out to people or something, I don't want people to see how bad of a spot I'm in because I don't know how to get out of it right now.... Anyone ever dealt with this? What happened and how did you overcome? I've been battling this isolation/depression for over 10 years now...