I have been feeling a little distant from god lately and haven't been praying or reading scripture in weeks and it caused me to do things I would never usually do. I have a crush on a guy and I'm really interested in him despite him having his weaknesses (he struggles with inappropriate content/ casual flings) and he doesn't know that i like him a lot. I looked up our zodiac signs for fun to see if we were "compatible" and thought "This is so cute I wonder what else I can find." so I checked out other zodiac topics and found myself diving deeper and deeper into it. I ended up learning how to read zodiac charts and went online and looked at what our star placements meant. I ended up on a website that i regret going on, I checked my chart and then checked what it said about it and for the most part it was positive, it was saying that I would be very wealthy because of my profession (I'm an abstract painter) and that id be famous and very popular. This part wasn't a surprise to me because my mother took me to the bank with her one day and a old christian lady approached me and told me the holy spirit told her to speak to me and told my mother and I that I was the "Chosen one" and I was going to do great things which i was very happy about because i was very doubtful of myself at the time. I honestly feel like i should have gotten of that website after i read that but i felt like i was glued to the screen, I read my crushes chart and my chart and there were 3 things that made me super uncomfortable. 1. It said that I would marry someone who is Licentious and he would marry someone from a different country or culture ( he is Asian and lives in america, I'm black and live in Canada.) 2. It said that I was going to move to a new country and that he moved or will move to a different country. (he moved to america from japan when he was 13 and just got his citizenship last month.) and this last one is the one that freaked me out. 3. It said that I'm going to fall from a high place and may lose a body part and then i read his chart and it said that he is ALSO going to fall from a high place but will just end up with a scar on his face, kind of like we are going to fall together...it's just weird that our readings go together so well..I was very interested in another guy about 6 months ago and it's weird to think that if i got into astrology then none of our charts would make sense since my old crush is the complete opposite of my new crush like if it said I was going to marry a licentious man it wouldn't make sense because the other guy was celibate. I have repented and have talked to god about this, I feel upset and I feel like I got a surprise fortune telling. I deleted and got rid of all things that have to do zodiacs and rebuked the devil. I know god forgives me. I'm still a little nervous about the losing a body part thing though. I'm stressed.