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Thank you, Noxot. I'm sorry for being unthankful and being "childish" lately.
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Thank you, Noxot. I'm sorry for being unthankful and being "childish" lately.
And as usual,
I don't know if repeating "13" is the kind of thing God would ask of you, but if it's soothing to you then keep doing it.i'm happy that God has shown me clearly to repeat "13" over and over as a spiritual discipline. i'm relieved that I know of something to do in this life and it is such a simple thing. like a child I will have faith in God and do this weak thing for him and he shall surly save me from the torments of myself and this world.
I wasn't able to reply, I had problems I needed to resolve. Many hours without sleep, and my big mouth, got me into trouble.
Anyway, I don't like to see anyone suffer with loneliness. I would have responded if I could. I'm glad Noxot had your back though.
Mom's condition goes from good to worse. The infection isn't going away and there's fluid in her lungs because of treatment and they want to do surgery but can't because of the fluid and her difficulty breathing.
All of this from a stray cat biting her. They say it's rabbit fever or whatever, but I think it's because a cat's bite is poisonous to humans and it's from that. But dad's done talking about it.
My mother wants me to move to the big city. I don't want to move. I had enough of big cities. I like where I am now. My mother suffers from untreated bipolar illness. She is irritable at times, sleeps less than three hours a day, has grandiose delusions, and mania. I love her very much. But, I believe she wants me to move based on her whims again. I am sick myself but take meds. I know this move is not necessary and want to avoid the stress involved with moving. If I moved with other family members to the big city, then I would move. But she wants me to move by myself. No, thank you.
I am doing well here. I like it here. Small town but it is a nice place. Yes, the suicide rate is the highest here. This is due to the bad economy and weather. I like it though. I hibernated during the winter. It was frigid cold but if the eskimos can live in igloos, I can survive the winters here. The economy is dying since the young are leaving for the big city. I don't plan to live forever though and want to live where I want.
In any case, I am going to enjoy my time here until my mother arrives. I will discuss matters with her then.
Mom's condition goes from good to worse. The infection isn't going away and there's fluid in her lungs because of treatment and they want to do surgery but can't because of the fluid and her difficulty breathing.
All of this from a stray cat biting her. They say it's rabbit fever or whatever, but I think it's because a cat's bite is poisonous to humans and it's from that. But dad's done talking about it.
I don't know if repeating "13" is the kind of thing God would ask of you, but if it's soothing to you then keep doing it.
I have just 6 fish left, and am just ironing out all the bugs in the system so to speak, before I get more. I've ordered 4 pumps and 2 float switches all 12volt. The floats arrived today the pumps hopefully on Monday. Then I'm going to buy a deep cell battery at the local solar shop and a battery charger. I want to double up everything and always have a pump ready in reserve in case on dies overnight. The float switches will take care off that in the sump but for the aerating pump I hope to get hold of a pressure switch from an old dishwasher this way I can start up my idle pump the moment the pressure drops because something is wrong. when everything is in place then I will get more fish not before. The plants are growing though so from that perspective everything works good.