- May 4, 2012
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Before I actually get into the topic i'll provide a little bit of backstory so it'll be easier to understand. I stumbled and fell into sin for a long period of time and I became spiritually dead again during that time. Recently I got a revelation of hell and came back to the faith. Having said that now I have no root of the word inside of me anymore and its hard for me to seek God with my whole heart and hard for me to retain the word. I'm at a point where I don't feel spiritually dead but i'm not joyful or content in God's love as I should be, I feel distant from God and I don't feel his love for me.
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I feel a sense of loneliness, anxiety, and confusion now that i'm back walking in holiness (and I've felt that way a lot prior to my backsliding moments). I don't really know what to do apart from reading/listening to the bible, praying, watching sermons & Christ related vlogs (aren't that many) on youtube. What do people normally do in there leisure time as a Christian? I know people watch secular tv/movies, play video games and things of that nature but i'm not really sure on what's acceptable to do or not. I don't really know that many people to fellowship with that are Christians online and I don't know any Christians to fellowship with at all in real life. There's like a big void in my day for the most part.
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I feel a sense of loneliness, anxiety, and confusion now that i'm back walking in holiness (and I've felt that way a lot prior to my backsliding moments). I don't really know what to do apart from reading/listening to the bible, praying, watching sermons & Christ related vlogs (aren't that many) on youtube. What do people normally do in there leisure time as a Christian? I know people watch secular tv/movies, play video games and things of that nature but i'm not really sure on what's acceptable to do or not. I don't really know that many people to fellowship with that are Christians online and I don't know any Christians to fellowship with at all in real life. There's like a big void in my day for the most part.
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