what are you feeling right now? (23)

[chaoticfirefly]

better than yesterday. there are cookies in the breakroom.

 

[J0SHUA]

Really good. I had ab hurting laughter two days ago and today, and my coworkers are nice to me and like me. still struggling with blushing though and it's causing me to withdraw from fun stuff

 

[Okano]

Really good. I had ab hurting laughter two days ago and today, and my coworkers are nice to me and like me. still struggling with blushing though and it's causing me to withdraw from fun stuff

Blushing is nothing to be worried about man.

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Feeling ok right now, not sure how the day is going to go. The truck is still down and we cant seem to find a fix to it yet. So frustrating. Last Mon I had a Dr's appt, and all the sudden anxiety hit me like a mac truck, I nearly tossed my breakfast due to it was so bad. Took few hours go down. I think it was due to a day off my meds and been off 1 for few days. So that does not help at all. We had roommates kids here, and it was stressful and just overall just not easy to deal with spite been Easter Sun. The whole weekend was bad on stress anyways.

 

[RuthD]

better than yesterday. there are cookies in the breakroom.

Really good. I had ab hurting laughter two days ago and today, and my coworkers are nice to me and like me. still struggling with blushing though and it's causing me to withdraw from fun stuff

Feeling ok right now, not sure how the day is going to go. The truck is still down and we cant seem to find a fix to it yet. So frustrating. Last Mon I had a Dr's appt, and all the sudden anxiety hit me like a mac truck, I nearly tossed my breakfast due to it was so bad. Took few hours go down. I think it was due to a day off my meds and been off 1 for few days. So that does not help at all. We had roommates kids here, and it was stressful and just overall just not easy to deal with spite been Easter Sun. The whole weekend was bad on stress anyways.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

Tired. I'm supposed to be cleaning for inspections tomorrow and I got most of my living roo done. Dunno if I wanna take a nap and finish since all that's left is some stuff in my bedroom and wiping down the bathroom and counters.

But I tend to take eight hour naps

 

[grandvizier1006]

Having such a flurry of anxiety, regret, despair, misery, and self-loathing today. It is very, very hard to cope with everything sometimes. But I have to. There is a bright future waiting for me. I just have to open my eyes and look at it.

 

[Press On]

Having such a flurry of anxiety, regret, despair, misery, and self-loathing today. It is very, very hard to cope with everything sometimes. But I have to. There is a bright future waiting for me. I just have to open my eyes and look at it.[/QUOTE

I'll be praying for you throughout the day.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

24 hours of no sleep. Haven't taken seroquel, gotta work in seven hours but too anxious about inspections.

 

[wmreschke]

Can't seem to get motivated for anything at home anymore. Spent most of my day laying around today.

 

[RuthD]

Can't seem to get motivated for anything at home anymore. Spent most of my day laying around today.

I've become the same way. Lately I have been planning little projects, very little, for me to do. Like wash my underwear in the sink, sort out my pills into the pillbox. One thing at a time. When you feel it you will do something again. I know it's a real hard place to be, I've been there for a long time and I pat myself on the back if I do even the smallest thing for it is a major accomplishment for me. Praying for you.

 

[RuthD]

Have managed to go back on my healthier food plan and have lost 2 more pounds. This is despite the negative feedback I got which usually makes me eat like crazy but I won't let it this time. Thanks to the positive feedback I got I made it through the setback.

 

[Press On]

Have managed to go back on my healthier food plan and have lost 2 more pounds. This is despite the negative feedback I got which usually makes me eat like crazy but I won't let it this time. Thanks to the positive feedback I got I made it through the setback.

Sometimes the smallest victories are the sweetest.

 

[RuthD]

Sometimes the smallest victories are the sweetest.

But I consider this a huge victory with the negative pressured feedback I got from someone on facebook.

 

[chaoticfirefly]

Have managed to go back on my healthier food plan and have lost 2 more pounds. This is despite the negative feedback I got which usually makes me eat like crazy but I won't let it this time. Thanks to the positive feedback I got I made it through the setback.

 

[RuthD]

 

[chaoticfirefly]

In tears. I have to pay 520 +late fees or be evicted when I talked to my apartment manager multiple times about not being able to afford my rent because of work giving me poor hours.

I can barely afford food. "low in-come housing" is a lie.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I feel like this darkness is closing in on me. I thought it couldn't get any worse but it does.

 

[RuthD]

In tears. I have to pay 520 +late fees or be evicted when I talked to my apartment manager multiple times about not being able to afford my rent because of work giving me poor hours.

I can barely afford food. "low in-come housing" is a lie.

i'm sorry.

I feel like this darkness is closing in on me. I thought it couldn't get any worse but it does.

I am sorry.

 

[LoyalToGod]

God, please forgive me for my whining and complaining. I deserve to be mute after what I've said about You (which I won't repeat on here at all). Thank You for everything (I can breathe despite my controlled asthma, I can talk, smell, and so forth)