HELP!! After fourteen and a half years I FINALLY had enough of an extremely evil, wicked "satan-serving" "dungeons&dragonsCultMember" who actually had satans "gang tattoo" put on his right arm! He's also without a doubt possibly the WORST CASE SENARIO of a sexualNarcissist/Sociopath/sexPervertFreak/Sexual Predator/Child Molester, and also without a doubt the most convincing pathological liar/ConArtist anyone will ever know! I only got a very few and very vague warnings from only one member of his family at the beginning, but because I also suffer from psychological disorders from being raised by a narcissist, I am what they call "co-dependent" and at that time in the beginning, I was already too "smitten" by his act to really hear the warning. It was later that I heard more. He lied about literally every single thing about him including his age! He is way too young for me, but when I actually DID try to make him go away from me , he used either intimidation and/or threats and also tried to commit suicide or threatened to, knowing full well that in my state where white females have no rights against what a male person says, I would be the one they suspected of "foul play" and I would be arrested. The so-called "law" refused to back me up when I called them when my soon-to-be ex-husband assaulted me. Every single time, they just left!! That just enabled him to abuse me more. Why the heck can't any of them understand that?
Unfortunately, in my twisted ill state of mind, i actually married the guy, thinking that things might get better. I completely ignored the warning…"do NOT be UNEQUALLY YOKED with a non-believer"! In fact, it never even came to mind. I don't know why.
Anyway, I FINALLY got that wicked demon-possessed "entity" out of my house July 26 only by totally going off on him when he went off on me. I had had ENOUGH ABUSE!
He instantly messaged a relative to say he was coming down. I made him pack ALL his stuff. He also messaged others that he "hides" on his "secret" phone and "secret" contacts, I saw him doing it, and knew what he was doing. He didn't need to tell me.
Its basically just been his sexual hookup phone for literally years now. He's been furious with me for years ever since I found out within literally the first year that he is a sex pervert FREAK, and a sexual predator/"ho"-chaser like NO OTHER! He even cheated on me with his ex-boss in a homosexual affair since March of 2011! He's a BI-sexual-predator, and really truly does not think that there is a single thing wrong with what he does. He simply has zero sense of right and wrong. As far as he's concerned, if he desires it and wants it, he should have it, and no one should tell him no. Period.
He's been slandering me behind my back, and doing things to set me up to make me look like "the bad guy" and make him look "innocent" and perfect to all! These are typical symptoms of narcissism and sociopathy. He's got every single symptom of narcissism and all the symptoms of sociopathy except one!
Here is my issue………..Now he's down in a major city south of me about 3 hrs or so, slandering the bloody heck out of me to pretty much anyone and everyone he knows. How do I know this? Because thats just him, and thats what he always does every time I either kicked him out or tried to when he flipped out on me getting violent and nasty and spewing his evil to me and threatening violence. He did it last time I tried also.
Like the saying goes……"a tiger can't change his stripes". How true. Sorry to say. What can I do? I am so lonely and feel so alone now. I literally do not know what to do with myself. I try to pray to God, but its as if He's not there or something. I signed back up for job placement, and will be turning in the paperwork for school soon, cause if I don't do something like this to try and get my mind off my sadness, unbelievable sorrow and unbelievable loneliness, I literally feel like I will snap or go out of my mind or something. I don't drink or take drugs, so there is no "release" or relief for me, only God can help me. I wouldn't do those things anyway. Never had the interest.
Please pray for me! I don't know how Im going to do this alone. Its been so long since Ive actually lived alone, I can't even hardly remember.
Please pray that my soon to be ex will stop his evil retaliation to get back at me. He's already been doing some unbelievable two-faced backstabbing snake retaliation against me for years, sending recordings to all my neighbors, family, even business employees of places we go in town, and his family and his army reserve unit people! He made literally EVERYONE think that I am the "dangerous and violent" one and that I might "do something" to him! Wow. So now, thats what about 50 to 80 people in this world believe about me. He's got his narcissist "groupies" that sided with him against me. done deal. I know him all too well, and I know full well he will never stop unless God literally does a miracle!
Please pray that God will help me to stop the utter unbelievable hatred and despise I have for my ex. HELP! I am all alone! I have no one.
Not one person on earth. he took care of that by slandering me to everyone including my family and turning all against me. Now I have no one.
Except God. Please pray for me: !
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