Can you Love Raven? I see the Worlds/Devils got a hold on you to shut your mind down to non belief. This means foundation shaking is required to change ones belief. That can not be found here because feel, touch and experience can not be held in this format. In non belief Romans 12:2 can not be fulfilled in you. God is love, 1john 4:16.
You coming into the Word Scared is O.K. What is not OK is you leaving the Word scared. Look upon 1 Corinthians 13:3-7 Raven. Especially verse 3. Apply that verse in all that "YOU" do in every aspect and watch the transformation in your life ---> Rom 12:3. Love those that do not deserve it, Love those that bring you pain, in the HOPE that their souls can be saved too...This where you get beatdown with scripture but I see you leave scripture more scared than when you started. So, learn to love, and your heart will be opened to BELIEF. Pray for love, Raven, to loose that bottled up hate that causes your fear. A prayer has been said for you . In His will. A-men...