NO! Why would I feel 2nd class. I am exactly where I want to be, IN GODS' MERCY, THIS Grace I ACCEPTED, given to me through the Blood of the Perfect Lamb of God, Y'shua, IN HIS MERCY, HE ATONED FOR MY SINS - I had a lot of suffering in this life, and FAILURES, and none of it bothers me, for my redeemer lives. This is the GOOD NEWS - Jesus ATONED for all my sins, that I may have eternal life, the life abundant, and a relationship with God, a free gift, no one can earn this FREE GIFT, as Paul wrote, This is the free gift, to all whom accept it, from God
William Shakespeare addressed this 'GOOD NEWS' in the Merchant of Venice, beginning with Act IV Scene 1
The quality of mercy is not strain'd,
It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven
Upon the place beneath: it is twice blest;
It blesseth him that gives and him that takes:
'Tis mightiest in the mightiest: it becomes
The throned monarch better than his crown;
His sceptre shows the force of temporal power,
The attribute to awe and majesty,
Wherein doth sit the dread and fear of kings;
But mercy is above this sceptred sway;
It is enthroned in the hearts of kings,
It is an attribute to God himself;
And earthly power doth then show likest God's
When mercy seasons justice. Therefore, Jew,
Though justice be thy plea, consider this,
That, in the course of justice, none of us
Should see salvation: we do pray for mercy;
And that same prayer doth teach us all to render
The deeds of mercy. I have spoke thus much
To mitigate the justice of thy plea;
Which if thou follow, this strict court of Venice
Must needs give sentence 'gainst the merchant there.
Many have interpreted the above as simply an anti Jewish rant, but this is not so. Shakespeare is addressing salvation via the Mosaic Law verses The New Laws of the New Covenant of Jesus Christ. And as confirmed by Paul: Hebrews 7: 11-25
11 Now if perfection was through the Levitical priesthood (for on the basis of it the people received the Law), what further need was there for another priest to arise according to the order of Melchizedek, and not be designated according to the order of Aaron?
12 For when the priesthood is changed, of necessity there takes place a change of law also. 13 For the one concerning whom these things are spoken belongs to another tribe, from which no one has officiated at the altar. 14 For it is evident that our Lord was descended from Judah, a tribe with reference to which Moses spoke nothing concerning priests. 15 And this is clearer still, if another priest arises according to the likeness of Melchizedek, 16 who has become such not on the basis of a law of physical requirement, but according to the power of an indestructible life.
17 For it is attested of Him,
You are a priest forever According to the order of Melchizedek.
18 For, on the one hand, there is a setting aside of a former commandment because of its weakness and uselessness 19 (for the Law made nothing perfect), and on the other hand there is a bringing in of a better hope, through which we draw near to God. 20 And inasmuch as it was not without an oath 21 (for they indeed became priests without an oath, but He with an oath through the One who said to Him, The Lord has sworn And will not change His mind, You are a priest forever);
22 so much the more also Jesus has become the guarantee of a better covenant."
As for me, I am glad God showed great mercy on us and made a way for me to gain eternal life through the blood of Y'shua, a free gift to all who accept the atoning the blood of Y'shua, as a scapegoat, Whom takes away our sins and that includes all Jews, His favored people, when the times of the gentiles to be saved ends, God will receive his most favored people, His first love, the offspring of Judah, Israel.