please pray for me

[unbreakablewings]

I excel at making mistakes, I was wrong. The latest series of errors cost my dream of a christmas engagement and probably the best man I will ever meet.

I have depression, anxiety, another condition, and will be tested for another soon. I let them all win.

I am hurting more than I ever have in my life. He has blocked me from everything, probably even this site. There is no way to talk with him. He said he didn't want to even open up the possibility for at least a year.

I read sometimes God gives us more than we can handle so he can break us down and rebuild us. I don't even want to live anymore. I don't know what his plan is, but I can't believe it is this.

Please pray he will talk to me again, and please pray for me. I guess I am not unbreakable after all.

 

[Gods warrior 1]

Hi there, I am so sorry for your heartache. I am praying. I have had depression for a long time and have anxiety so I understand. God loves you and He cares. We all make mistakes and God can turn them around for good it's his promise. Praying for Gods will if the guy was right God will bring Him back if not God has someone who is just right for you. Praying for God to heal your broken heart.

 

[xSqUiD]

I'll pray for you! Hope he talks to you soon, if you need anything we're here for you.

 

[unbreakablewings]

Thank you. I just realized since he has blocked me already, there is no way I can even get my stuff back without getting more people involved or legal action. This just keeps getting worse.

 

[saved24]

Praying for you. It must be so hard. Feel for you. God bless.

 

[nicedream]

praying for you. praying for you to be uplifted and to heal.

 

[christsoccer]

I excel at making mistakes, I was wrong. The latest series of errors cost my dream of a christmas engagement and probably the best man I will ever meet.

I have depression, anxiety, another condition, and will be tested for another soon. I let them all win.

I am hurting more than I ever have in my life. He has blocked me from everything, probably even this site. There is no way to talk with him. He said he didn't want to even open up the possibility for at least a year.

I read sometimes God gives us more than we can handle so he can break us down and rebuild us. I don't even want to live anymore. I don't know what his plan is, but I can't believe it is this.

Please pray he will talk to me again, and please pray for me. I guess I am not unbreakable after all.

Sorry for what you are going through. Praying for you and for you to be reconciled with the man you were in a relationship with

 

[Anhelyna]

Unbreakablewings - there are times when we think we have completely messed up and then we feel we can't be forgiven for our actions - but we can be and we must also learn , hard though it is, to forgive ourselves.

Put your trust in Him Who made you and ask for His help. He knows of what you are capable and He will not abandon you.

May you receive comfort , support and healing

 

[achristian2]

praying for you

 

[manny101]

God only uses broken vessels so pride and arrogance is non-existent and He gets all the glory. HE WON'T SHARE HIS GLORY WITH ANYONE. Draw closer to Jesus Christ and seek Him in all you do. If the relationship broke up, it is because God was not in it or being glorified by it. As Jesus said 'Father not my will but Your will be done' so our lives must be free from personal agendas and totally dedicated to Him and to be used for His glory. When people and things are too important to us - They become idols, false gods - and the world of God says 'their false gods shall destroy them' Jesus came that you may have life and more abundant life, but it has to be on His terms and you must be willing to pay the price of growing in Him and choose to live for Him without any personal agendas. If you don't agree take up to God and let Him instruct you.

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

May God bless you in His Merciful Love

 

[kefaup8859]

Dear Lord,

Please be with your servant who is hurting with this broken relationship. Please bless her in all she does. Be with her through this time of grief and help her to the see the greater picture. That is, Jesus Christ laid down his life for her, took her sins upon his shoulders and cares so much for her. Help her to understand that you see her hurt and your heart goes out to her. In Jesus name, AMEN.

I jut want to share an encouraging dream I had. I have been going through a strong difficulty of more than 7 years. In my dream, I heart voices say the Father's cries out for you day and night. He is doing the same for you. God Bless

 

[hypostatic]

Praying!

 

[Anhelyna]

Still thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.

How are things going.

 

[miss-a]

Prayers for your sweet heart,
a

 

[Anhelyna]

Prayers continue

 

[brinny]

bless yer heart, praying (((hug)))

 

[ForeverHopeful]

A broken heart is very painful and it can be hard to even think straight when you have one. Just take this day by day and remember if this is the man that God has chosen for you to marry then somehow your relationship will be restored, but if he is not than you will meet someone even better. I know it is hard to imagine, but it's true. Also, once a few days have passed and the anger subsides your ex will give you back your things. Just pray and trust in God. He will answer your prayers and give you comfort. He led you here so surely he is already working on your behalf.

Father, thank you for joining us in prayer and for all of your blessings. In Jesus name I pray that you heal this broken heart and draw our sister in Christ closer to you so that she can feel your love and strength. Bless her with a renewed Spirit of Hope and Faith and help her to forgive all including herself. I pray in agreement with each loving prayer posted here. Thank you for this and for all you do, Amen

 

[Anhelyna]

Please let us know how you are

Prayers continue

 

[DrewJosiah]

Hi unbreakablewings,

First off I'm sorry about your depression and anxiety, along with any of the other medical problems that you are being tested for. While I personally don't have either, I was engaged to a woman that had both just like you. I know how draining it can be on the person suffering from them, and also the strain it causes on relationships. However I am in the same boat as you as far a broken relationship goes. That afore mentioned woman and I had been together for 5 years (engaged for 1) and just recently ended things. I know all the heartache, confusion, anger, sadness and the million other emotions that happen during this time. I'm just now begining to fully put my trust in the Lord that if this wasn't the woman he wanted me to marry, He has (and always did have) the perfect woman that he wants me to be with. (Like Foreverhopeful mentioned). I know it's a thousand times easier said then done, especially when the breakup is fresh, to turn it all over to God and let Him take control. So stay strong, don't beat yourself up over the "What if" thoughts that cross your mind. God's plan for you is so much bigger and better than anything, anyone could ever imagine. I'll be praying for you.