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Is it wrong that I am satisfied with being depressed? Is depression sin? Where in the Bible does it say I have to be happy? A lot of people dealing with depression wants to get out of it. But not me. I like feeling unloved by people. I like feeling like I am worthless. This doesn't make sense, I know. But I don't want to be worth anything to anyone. This relieves me of any responsibility. When people like me, they want to be around me all the time. I would be afraid of doing something that would make people hate me. Then I would be even more depressed. I am willing to help out people in need, but I hate it when they tell me that they love me. In fact, it makes me sick. I can express love by doing things for people, but the words "I love you," I hate. What is wrong with me? Why am I OK with depression? And, even though I practice charity, am I still not pleasing to God?