So for the last few months, I was trying to be a good Christian again and accepting God back into my life. Just today I let it mostly go because of some overwhelming evidence I've researched regarding Christianity and it's pagan roots/influences (such as God being born of mortals, heaven and hell, good vs evil, Zoroastrianism's identical beliefs (6 day creation, savior who will judge, god vs satan, etc)), AND the notion of Hell, and how I could ever possibly enjoy heaven with loved ones in hell for not being full believers. Or how all of a sudden, in the NT God is a loving and compassionate God despite killing so many people in the OT.
So as I will pray tonight for the truth, I wouldn't mind some prayer if the Lord could give me some signs to reveal the truth, or his existence to me somehow. Whatever it takes, as long as I don't end up dead
Please, I'm a backsliding Christian who needs prayers!
Also I might sound selfish when I ask for prayers like this. I would like everyone to pray for unbelievers and those who are unsure worldwide! This is the toughest stage of accepting God and Christ into your life for good.
So as I will pray tonight for the truth, I wouldn't mind some prayer if the Lord could give me some signs to reveal the truth, or his existence to me somehow. Whatever it takes, as long as I don't end up dead
Please, I'm a backsliding Christian who needs prayers!
Also I might sound selfish when I ask for prayers like this. I would like everyone to pray for unbelievers and those who are unsure worldwide! This is the toughest stage of accepting God and Christ into your life for good.
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