I don't believe that I've seen "God" …. at least, no physical entity or thing has ever identified itself and said, "I'm God" to me that i could distinguish as being unique from anything else. I have wanted desperately to meet God "face to face" though.
However, I believe I've seen a glimpse of one of the "realms" that perhaps God is a part of which we do not typically experience directly …. and this was not in vision, or my "mind" …. or anything like that. It was in "reality" … in front of me, effecting me physically.
It was a bright light that flashed before me, above me …. and in the moments it was there, it was like a curtain was being pulled back and nothing but pure light/energy was shining through it. There was nothing I could make out shape wise, but the light and bright flash was the main feature …. again, as though it was being "let through" from this curtain like thing being pulled back. It was like the fabric of reality was torn in a place for a moment.
There was nothing peaceful about this whatsoever. I began to basically convulse immediately, and I can only describe how I felt: it felt as though my body were being turned inside out, and that had it been anymore "powerful" … this veil tearing …. I would have been turned inside out fundamentally and "crushed".
This wasn't that long ago …. and I equated the feelings with pure terror. Now …. I've been in dangerous situations, all over the world. When I say "terror", I'm not talking fear of stepping on a land mine, or having my face blown off. Those involve fear …. terror was like, beyond anything I could imagine, and having this feeling of utterly abstract negation. As though I would not be able to handle more than a few moments of that without being turned inside out, compressed, and then shredded into a singularity lol. It's as though in order to "cross over" … that is what needed to take place, and that brought me "terror".
The reason I equate that experience with "God" on some level is because of what was happening with a friend of mine at the time, and something I knew that had happened to another person I knew who had similar experiences, that directly related to it …. which I'll skip the details of for brevity and heresy's sake lol.
I don't think that was "God" …. however, I believed I got a glimpse, in waking reality …. of "the other side". Visions, dreams, seeing things manifest in certain ways ….. even seeing beings whom I might call "Supernatural" … did not compare to this. This was "otherworldly" and I have no point of relation to it other than itself. Perhaps this is an aspect of *seeing Spirit* from a "spiritual" dimension, manifest into this reality in a stark, naked way. Something about that told me that to see God, face to face in "the raw" … would involve something akin to that experience, and that my physical body would have to be protected somehow. Otherwise, perhaps God using "things" and footprints, so to speak, to communicate was the "safest" way, most of the time. Within a person, within a "bush", within experience and creation … otherwise, to look directly at God's foot, as it were, and not just His footprint …. I might die unless certain precautions were taken.
It's almost as though it would mean the destruction of aspects of my immediate reality or something on some level, for God to be "in the raw" in certain ways ….. as though to pass into that dimension I would have to be physically destroyed at this point in time :~(
This was all interesting to me, as I recognize the overwhelming presence much differently. The presence seems more "clothed" …. as though it were covered with an invisible blanket. This wasn't clothed, and it was horrific.