I really, really, really do not understand this. Why is virginity mocked and made to be "lame" or some nonsense? What is so bad about having never had sex? Why is it something that must be "fixed" or "cured"? I really don't get it.
Rant over.
Yeah!! Why is that? (Though I do think American pop culture has really influenced this). I'm one, and I sense the "oh my gosh that's so wierd :o" feeling from people, esp. that im older. I mean, it
is a bit unusual and rare at 39! I'm just trying to be smart about something (sex)that has a lot of regrets, hurt, and anger tied to it. I don't regret not having sex yet because I simply haven't met the right man to have it with! Even though there were a couple times it was really really hard, I sensed even at those moments, I wouldn't feel very good about it or wished I waited.
But this has been just my personal decision/experience and one size doesn't fit all! My experience is going to be different than someone else's, so it's wrong for me to say for people to do otherwise. It's just hard living in a society where it is so rare. One BIG reason for my actions is the Bible being pretty clear on its stance of sex before marriage, though another would be fear of STD, and of the act itself even. I also don't want to just 'give myself away' to someone who might take advantage of that or
especially when it isn't the right relationship in the first place. I have gotten pretty physically close to the few boyfriends in the past, and i wish I hadn't done that. I've had to work through a lot of issues and God has really helped me with it and I give Him the credit for healing me of a lot of the pain from past relationships. Even though i didn't ever have sex, I still felt i gave away pieces of myself in relationships that weren't meant to be, or
was never meant for the person and i to have gone as physically far as we did. So I had to work through that baggage. I was the one carrying all this guilt.
Honestly, when it boils down to it, it doesn't matter. We all have sin, whether it's violence, sexual, stealing, being greedy, murder, whatever. It's all the same in God's Book. But we were bought back by Christ and so it doesn't matter what we did in the past because He forgave us and made us white as snow. He makes things new, so this blasts (
or should!) any feeling or "holier than thou" attitude that may be present or could creep up in the pro-virginity camp. There are people with colorful sexual pasts i know, but came to Christ and were made new and got married in a white dress. This is great and should be this way. Its a testament and example to how God works through and with people where they are at, and made them into new creatures through Him! And anyway, that virgin may be struggling with inner sin that the person with the colorful sexual history has already dealt with or doesn't struggle with.
If that (the feeling or "holier than thou" attitude that may be present or could creep up in the pro-virginity camp) happens, then those people are judging and it would be that case of
Matthew 7:3 of a person "seeing the speck in another's eye and not the log in their own." And
John 8:7-'let he who has no sin can cast the first stone" in the story abouthe woman who was going to be persecute for, ironically, her sexual actions! Jesus didn't judge her.