what are you feeling right now? (8)

[hope_is_last_to_die]

(((((Colleen)))))

 

[Broken Hearted]

Happy but Sad. Tomorrow I go back to working 2nd shift finally. Ive been so miserable working 1st shift for the past 6 months. Well its finally over and now I get to back to the shift I love. But Im quite sad because now Ill be coming home to my best friends sleeping and Ill be alone. I wish I could have both the shift I love and coming home to my friends being awake. But I cant. I just feel Im going to get really lonely when everyone is asleep and Im wide awake in this big house and its so quiet. I just have loved coming home and my best friends are up and we could talk and do things. Oh well its gonna be alright Ill still see them on the weekend.

 

[aflower4God]

(((((((((((Broken hearted))))))))))))0 I know how you feel. I am glad that I have this temp job so I can save up money but what is so sad about it, cause of my phobia of driving I have to work on the days my only friend has off and I get really sad like you said. I WILL BE praying for you my dear sweet loving sister. GOD BLESS YOU and LOTS of love to you.

 

[Forge3]

I feel like I'm in the crucible of conversion. Intense emotional pain this morning. In part I am feeling torn. I am praying and this is my 43 rd day of recovery.

Inb4 nobody replies.

 

[Colleen1]

still feeling indifferent and apethetic

 

[Colleen1]

I feel like I'm in the crucible of conversion. Intense emotional pain this morning. In part I am feeling torn. I am praying and this is my 43 rd day of recovery.

Inb4 nobody replies.

I empathize with you. This is a difficult place to be in. I hope you are able to find some peace and comfort.

 

[Forge3]

I empathize with you. This is a difficult place to be in. I hope you are able to find some peace and comfort.

Thanks for responding

Peace comes and sometimes stays, it may be more like a pervading calmness. I left drinking behind and several freinds/aqquaintance so I am quite alone. My family is 1,000 miles away and I cannot afford to go home for Christmas and I may be losing my job shortly after Christmas because of budget issues and being locked out. The only and best place for me to turn is complete abandonment to God in trust. Though it is hard to be alone from people during this time. My old friends (don't drink) or internet connections rarely if ever respond to me (strange). i reach out and send messages but find my e-mail empty except for spam every single day.

On the side I support others, and am always one to intervene when others are feeling lonely, reaching out with nobody responding. I feel the need to intervene. When I am left in the lurch it feels tough and sad.

 

[susie1979]

Upset that I wasn't informed

 

[Forge3]

I had an interesting conversation with one of the men I serve. He was saying how he is great at giving advice but not nearly as great as applying it to himself. I had to smile because I can so relate to this at times :o

 

[Perhaps Today]

Happy but Sad. Tomorrow I go back to working 2nd shift finally. Ive been so miserable working 1st shift for the past 6 months. Well its finally over and now I get to back to the shift I love. But Im quite sad because now Ill be coming home to my best friends sleeping and Ill be alone. I wish I could have both the shift I love and coming home to my friends being awake. But I cant. I just feel Im going to get really lonely when everyone is asleep and Im wide awake in this big house and its so quiet. I just have loved coming home and my best friends are up and we could talk and do things. Oh well its gonna be alright Ill still see them on the weekend.

I understand how you feel my dear friend.

On the bright side, we get to talk more like we used to.

 

[Ave Maria]

I am feeling very depressed right now. I have been feeling this way all day and all night. Please keep me in your prayers.

 

[susie1979]

Well this weekend I've felt hurt. My son is in foster care and im suppose to be informed at all times. Bt ths wked he wasn't with his foster parents bt with a dif family. I didn't know ths til my son called. Bt I prayed for guidance. And I asked myself wht would it help if I go off. And the answer is it wouldn't so I've not responded in a bd way. So I praise God that he guided me to think before reacting in this matter!

 

[ke1985]

alittle tired.

 

[Colleen1]

better... I made a decision to keep trying

 

[Dianna_Child of God]

Cranky,overwelmed,not feeling well.Boys are home. Lots of cleaning.Hopefully my keyboard on my laptop stays working as a good two tablespoons of sugar just got dumped on it by one of the boys. Have to figure out how to get it all out

 

[strelok0017]

Cranky,overwelmed,not feeling well.Boys are home. Lots of cleaning.Hopefully my keyboard on my laptop stays working as a good two tablespoons of sugar just got dumped on it by one of the boys. Have to figure out how to get it all out

Sorry to hear. I hope you get well.


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I'm quite bored. Been studying for the most part of the day. I gotta admit, just thinking about how God helped me get rid of my idol (some of you may know what was it), I'm still amazed. More so because I thought that it wasn't an idol. So I'm bored now and I think I'm going to pray for some new activities. My current schedule is quite dull.

 

[Jeshu]

Cranky,overwelmed,not feeling well.Boys are home. Lots of cleaning.Hopefully my keyboard on my laptop stays working as a good two tablespoons of sugar just got dumped on it by one of the boys. Have to figure out how to get it all out

I hope you feel better soon.

(All that sugar in your keyboard might well bring new meaning to the term sticky keys. try tapping the bottom of your laptop holding it upside down, that should get most of the sugar out.)

 

[power2theweak]

Happy but Sad. Tomorrow I go back to working 2nd shift finally. Ive been so miserable working 1st shift for the past 6 months. Well its finally over and now I get to back to the shift I love. But Im quite sad because now Ill be coming home to my best friends sleeping and Ill be alone. I wish I could have both the shift I love and coming home to my friends being awake. But I cant. I just feel Im going to get really lonely when everyone is asleep and Im wide awake in this big house and its so quiet. I just have loved coming home and my best friends are up and we could talk and do things. Oh well its gonna be alright Ill still see them on the weekend.

(((BH))) That is tough. I am now working 2nd shift, and it has been hard...on a different schedule than almost everyone else. Makes socializing very hard. I'm sorry!!!

I am actually a morning person and love working 1st shift, but the only opening available was on 2nd shift. I am thankful for my job, even though it is taking some getting used to!

 

[Forge3]

Sorry this is a tough day for you Diana.

I am sort of recovering from an epic dream in which I broke down and wept several times.

 

[.Iona.]

Positive. I've been leaning more on Jesus and putting all of my worries to Him. It's helping.