I was on SSRI's (antidepressants) for 9 months from autumn 2006 - summer 2007, then God healed and delivered me fo some stuff and afetr a few weeks I began to wean off. I have not taken them since August.
I believed I was healed. why would I need pills again? Am i healed or not? If not, why not, when i truly thought I was?
I hate pills, they make me feel ill in other ways. Always a trade-off that takes considerable debating with myself.
I don't know if you're healed or not. I guess the fact that you're going through it again now is an indication that you're not, but when it happened to me, one of the things that was really brought home to me through the scriptures was that the goal isn't necessarily to be healed, although that would be wonderful and I hope that you are healed, but that it's an opportunity for me to grow in Christ.
I look back on my experience now and I can see that I grew a lot from it and in a lot of ways that I might not have otherwise.
I learned to trust in God more, to lean on Christ more, to be more humble, and most important of all, I really learned what Paul said when he said that God's strength is made known in our weakness.
As somebody who's been there, my advice to you would be, from the physical side, to see a doctor and get help to treat it and beat it so that you're not making your life miserable and, from the spiritual side, to not worry so much about the healing or the end result, but to use it as an opportunity to allow God to work in you.
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