I'm so worn out from not being able to sleep. Everytime I try to go to bed i get such bad anxiety that i'm going to get hurt, that i can't sleep.When i do actaully sleep I wake up crying and sweaty becuase i think i can feel his hands all over me. I dream about it, i relive the whole thing in my sleep. And i never wake up unitll it's over. It's so bad i can't even take it anymore. I've been trying using different sleep aids to help me ive even turned to drugs and alcohol to get to sleep. I've tried warm baths and showers. I tried not thinking about it . I just can't do it. Any advice