Wednesday March

Today was a difficult day but Caleb was with me. We were supposed to go to his parents house with my mom today but we will likely not leave until Friday. I had a quiet day with Caleb. He is spending the night in the guest room of my home so he was with me today. He helped me around the house and we went on a walk. We just ate dinner. He was sitting with me while I played with my doll May. I ordered some clothing for her from ebay which made me feel very good. I love my May doll, she comforts me a lot. The clothes are adorable and I have attached a picture of them.
I prayed to God today to protect me. I prayed that the Lord would comfort me and heal me until I am in heaven safe with him. I suffer a lot and the Lord knows that at times I feel despair. My cut from yesterday is healing and I am grateful to God for that. The Lord told me tonight that he is protecting me and Caleb and that soon we will be married and healed in our hearts.