Finally I can take breath (just one mind you)
I have been working on this computer project for God knows how long now... and totally focused on it for the past 4 days.
This was a bad one... a real bad one.
I haven't had much time to read or write the past few days- especialy write. It totally takes me more focus & energy to write than read... and if I didn't Hyper focus on this project I knew I wouldn't at all.
I was about to give up after trying "one more thing"... and one more thing. Thank God this last thing was the breakthough. Actually my son prayed for me, so I think that was the real breakthrough.
I have no idea how I put my thumb through the plastic container when my live-in -relative said something that really bothered me. I guess I don't know my own strength.
I was frustrated about the project not going anywhere after many ideas etc., then the hubby was giving me a hard time and not being reasonable, I was hungry (which tends to make me irritable) thinking about my one son which makes me irritable...
so I guess the time was just right for me to put my hand through something (though I really don't have a clue how I did it-maybe I squeezed it?)
But I almost feel better. Things aren't totally done, I still have to find a bunch of free drivers to reload + try to get through the stuck password on the other hard drive- but I think the hardest is over!
PTL
A lot of things (other than computer stuff) has been going through my mind the past few days.. but I just haven't had the time to adequately write, since someone is expecting me to have this project done...
I have been working on this computer project for God knows how long now... and totally focused on it for the past 4 days.
This was a bad one... a real bad one.
I haven't had much time to read or write the past few days- especialy write. It totally takes me more focus & energy to write than read... and if I didn't Hyper focus on this project I knew I wouldn't at all.
I was about to give up after trying "one more thing"... and one more thing. Thank God this last thing was the breakthough. Actually my son prayed for me, so I think that was the real breakthrough.
I have no idea how I put my thumb through the plastic container when my live-in -relative said something that really bothered me. I guess I don't know my own strength.
I was frustrated about the project not going anywhere after many ideas etc., then the hubby was giving me a hard time and not being reasonable, I was hungry (which tends to make me irritable) thinking about my one son which makes me irritable...
so I guess the time was just right for me to put my hand through something (though I really don't have a clue how I did it-maybe I squeezed it?)
But I almost feel better. Things aren't totally done, I still have to find a bunch of free drivers to reload + try to get through the stuck password on the other hard drive- but I think the hardest is over!

A lot of things (other than computer stuff) has been going through my mind the past few days.. but I just haven't had the time to adequately write, since someone is expecting me to have this project done...