If there is anything that I need to learn to do now, is to just trust God. Not to trust time, or money, or material comforts. Not even other people. Just God.
All in the span of a few days there has been just TOO MUCH STUFF for me.
I landed interviews for two different job prospects and I'm that much closer to leaving my current job that is no good for me.
But of course things never go as planned. Something messed up is going on with my vision. Visual Snow. One of my worst fears is that I'll end up close to being like Hellen Keller one day; no hearing and no seeing.
Then of course my best friend's mom lost her aunt who she was very close to and had to go back on her depression medication which is extremely hard for her and of course my best friend is also extremely upset and I can't help but to feel her pain.
Then our other best friend just lost her father two days ago out of the blue. No warning, no nothing. Just like that he was gone. And of course we are all shaken up and grieving.
As you can see, life is throwing way too much stuff at me at the moment. Too much for me to handle.
So that's where I'm at. Placing my trust in God and praying praying praying that He doesn't let me down. Because He's all I've got at the end of the day.
All in the span of a few days there has been just TOO MUCH STUFF for me.
I landed interviews for two different job prospects and I'm that much closer to leaving my current job that is no good for me.
But of course things never go as planned. Something messed up is going on with my vision. Visual Snow. One of my worst fears is that I'll end up close to being like Hellen Keller one day; no hearing and no seeing.
Then of course my best friend's mom lost her aunt who she was very close to and had to go back on her depression medication which is extremely hard for her and of course my best friend is also extremely upset and I can't help but to feel her pain.
Then our other best friend just lost her father two days ago out of the blue. No warning, no nothing. Just like that he was gone. And of course we are all shaken up and grieving.
As you can see, life is throwing way too much stuff at me at the moment. Too much for me to handle.
So that's where I'm at. Placing my trust in God and praying praying praying that He doesn't let me down. Because He's all I've got at the end of the day.
