Today's Prayer- Reassure Me

Lord,
please reassure me
that I'm not talking to myself
that I'm not insane
that you are real
that my attempts at prayer
aren't a waste of time
that this whole "Christian thing"
is not a hoax
that I wake up
as you want people to wake up
and move closer to the truth
maybe we get carried away with this "truth" business too
by the way
all of us choosing different denoms or even different religions or
none at all
I pray that I'm not just a forum junkie
in your eyes
that in some small way
I am helping spread
your message of hope, love and charity