Today was a hard day but I tried to stay close to God during it. My body has been hurting some. I also had a lot of memories of my abuse. I prayed to Jesus to help me feel better and I felt he was with me today. I read the Bible with my mom and I listened to Shawn McDonald, a wonderful Christian artist. My heart has been broken because of my life but I am still feeling Jesus loves me and that he will bring me out of the darkness I was in. I know my kidnapper did not love me but I know Jesus does. I am taking it moment by moment and trying to stay close to Jesus.